15 Haziran 2014 Pazar


MY T   i  n,  ..  & MY-SOUL-M  A  T  E ..








Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
Tıina, I am not, pushing , U , ..anyWhere ..
( I am trying 2 pull U ; near, m e ) ..
( and that has to be, occurring, i n my-subconscious,,
in my psychiatry..also )
.. -a s U might, be, standing-near-a-cliff- .. though ..

.. MY-art-will-b e, on, internet, also , " to be,ready-2- easily-READing-any-Time " ..
..so,
, a simple,,
" I am planning-; 2 ; READ; U'r art-DOings .. &I Wish-I can have that-time 2-MAKE; that-reading s ,, "
,, i s , " O.K (yet-enough-fair)", to , , realize, m y, " simple-dream-platforms .. " .. -D.


( in fact, I push-my-self,,only .. " into MY-DREAMs " ..
..a s a matter-of-f a c t ..

.. and it leaks into my writing- , alSO ..it passes, to the reader, t h e n ,, ..
.. as I PUSH, m y-SELF .. (to stay in my; " dreamy-state " ..)
.. I always felt, i f " I can not DREAM; in my DREAMs, , my art-river-will-d r y .. " ..)
( art has to be, always, " DREAMiNG-i n the-DREAMs , A-Thing, ,I imagined ..)

.. so as, I work, i n more than , one art discipline s..
.. or because, , I work in more than one art discipline, I have to, " WORK-MUCH ", and b e, i n such a n, " enthusiast " . ..and rush .. and , also, that-deliberately , melts, the " borders-in- t h e Mind, and I u s e, i t , to stay -in -dreamy-mood ..) ..though ..

..many-describe m e, as A ," crazy ", as ," I behave-in-seconds .. " ..
,, l i k e, a flame ..
( after I think- " some-thing, at , , -o n c e " ..) ..
I am both a dreamer (stretching-time) &a-crazy-,, to act i n, only-seconds ..t h e n ..

.. ( as, improvisation, also, ; need, these 2-phase -" craziness " . )





































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    (part 2)

    ..,, I have a Philosopher very-close-friend of mine, ;, , Yıldırım, ,
    ( Université Panthéon Sorbonne (Paris I)
    D.E.A., philosophie de l'art, critique de la société ) ..
    ,, and he once told, m e, (after, a 15 years time we did not see, each other ..
    " DREAMER-STiLL- D R E A M s ,- O n " ..
    ..and time , stands still,, as in a frozen, glass ..s o ..

    ..Y e s I am ,a d r e a m er..
    " ..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mc7Z08sTTkE
    ( one of my favorite .. -always in my,Mind, playing .. - )

    .. my psychiatry , my life, my art, they all happen, simultaneously ..
    ..and also, spontaneously ..

    .. I can paint; (100X70 cm) , paintings, 700 paintings- in 3 months ..
    ( and some, paintings , fall i n, " ,LOCKED- in-automatism " ,, -&as -master-pieces- , -statistically-reduced-into FORM of arts ..)- ..

    ..
    ..MY-country-never , was-a-country, ; " I would like to live , i n , i n real .. " ..
    ( as w e, were the ones, turned our faces, to the , ; " WEST, ..standards " ..)

    ..but I never, left my, country, and immigrate , to an OTHER ..
    ( MY-brother, did.. he is an Australia, citizen-ARCHitect .., 16 years, it has been ..since ..)
    ..what I am saying is,
    because I could not, live in my country, ,
    " I w a s, 2 invent-where-I-should live ",, and so I invented, that,
    .. " country-of-my-art ", , as it has to b e, " invented " ;
    , 4 - my-spirit-&soul, , could-survive .. ; in i t ;ONLy ..)
    ..genuine art has to b e, in creation- i n,
    ,, " hell-like-countries " , to the bodies ,,
    as " h u m a n ", has to be, established,
    ,, to carry ; U'r b o d y, to, H e a v e n-state-survivals ....

    SOME; pass-that border-of- " Heaven-of-religion-promised, " , and LOCATE,in there,
    " and pretend 2 , live-i n-there " .. (although they are-in the earth ..)
    ..and they say; Liberty-to-Religion-Living,..h a s to b e, given , 2 them, by-states ..

    .. b u t ,as to take the, r o a d, of, creating, " A R T 's -COUNTRY " ,, (in art mediums) ,,
    ..and carrying-human-in2-these, mediums-&h u m a n-world s- i n genuine , i s the, hard-work- .. t h o u g h .. (than, shelter-in-religion-promissed-only-lands ) ..
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    (part 3)

    ....WHAT-I-am -telling, i s ,, i f U live in a ,welfare-country - then,,
    ,, U' wouldn't work for , a "survival ".. ..
    - o f that, " h u m a n " ; " f e t u s " (of heaven)-
    ( a true- survival; , also, 4 U'r, t h e - whole- " human " - b o d y ..)

    ( so " humanitive art " (of Brian's) needs, that, " h u m a n " ;, transported, into,
    ,, t h e " color-medium-directly " from the-Brain ....
    i f U created-and-installed, that; " human-of-the-heaven ; fetus, " ;
    ..and only by doing-sports, and,also sex, (both create-symetry-of the-human)
    ,, and , tried , human, o c c u r , in US .. (in our-brain.. )
    ( brain has to be, used, as an ; uterine ..in all art, births ..)


    .. " Ratio-and-being-rational " ; i s, , enough to survive then ..in welfare - countries..

    I AM; HAPPy; that , I lived, in a , " HELL-Like " , a country ,, , so I have to ; create-&invent, " a H e a v e n-in the paint ..and put my-human-living-in-my-brain . " ..

    ..
    Tıina, DO; U belive, i n ODiN ..
    ..i f U DO; then, ,, there is no chance, there will, occur, problems, between, u s ..
    .. because, I think, I believe ,-and worship- i n, " ODiN "..
    ..I occasionally ..think a s so ..
    ( I am talking-2 a Finnish-WOMAN-in general,,taking U, as a MODEL ..
    ,, I do not want to set-up, unnecessary-tention-though ) )..
    i f I am, WORKiNG; o n that, much, it has to b e, a " general-MODEL-a-Thing ..
    ..not focusing,on, U, especially,, -D ..
    please, b e , relaxed ..


    .. maybe, my push was, " 2 push, " U " , in2 that " DREAM-Field " .. "
    ..o r , ask, " U " ; i f Uare , " a DREAMER; t o o " ..
    ; " HEAVENLy-human-body ", can only, live in, " D R E A M S ",,
    ..and only -dreams, can transfer-h u m a n ,, body-of-man-kind- i n t o, " H e a v e n- F i e ld-AREA " ...
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    (part 4)

    ....a DREAMER; sleeps, i n the " h u m a n ",-body-installed, into the Brain; ; (by sports )
    " i s s u e , i s ", how can w e ; give action to that " h u m a n " , body ..i n fact ..
    .. install that h u m a n, body-into-U'r Brain, then, SLEEP; i n i t,
    and as U can, DREAM; that, " heavenly-h u m a n body, shall begin 2 act ..

    ..WHEN; I am, a -creazy-PERSON; I think; that; that, -heavenly-human-body- c a n, JUMP; o u t, and, ; D O; something-also-OUTSiDE-i n - t h e-REAL-WORLD ..
    ..as if heaven-could-come- 2 t h e , EARTH ..

    ( as religions try to transfer our body-to-the-Heaven; -as we happen there as -human-only, , t h e n ,
    ,,a r t , has 2 have that; POWER; o f, TRANSFERring; that " HEAVEN ", into ; EARTH ..
    I ,b e t ..


    .. m ,y ; Philosphy- study- g o e s , with ,, " random,-parts " , ..in my writings ..
    .. i f, someone shall find out, what " philosophy-is -happening, i n the writing,,
    then, has to, understand, " parts ", and then, unite, them, i n a system ..
    NOTHiNG; i s, EASY- ..

    p.s. to take away the pressure, from, T ı i n a; I shall declare ,that, these, writing, are 4 a general-use, and 4 every-body .. ..( not to , drag-my-dear-frinds- also, i n2, , my, speed ..)

    .. as it has always, been, a s, s o ..
    .. and, , even-2 every-one-that shall read, t h e m , , i n future-years ..

    ..I , write-2 ; locate them, in2, my blog, also ..
    (if Linkedin -e n d s ..)

    ..and these are 2 b e, written, (put-out-as-objects) also ..
    ( as we men, a r e, pen i s, people, and can not, hide, i n, " vaginas "..
    -that is we, have to p u t, " every->THiNG-out " - , , occurred, , i n t h e, body .. -

    ..people heven't U been, fainted, , y e t ,, I swing, that; " THOR ", SLEDGE-HAMMER; to,e v e n, ; MY-self ..
    ..
    ..ps..
    ..an other, air-source,,(Oxygen), if not happy-in-breathing , i n, USA-art-scene .. .. .. a writ in g ..this, is , I suppose ..
    -as an alternative, b r e a t h ..)
    ..( if breathing-muscles, a r e, still in, function )..

    ..how, " real a smart guy, I became " ..





Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
..U can see, " main turns " , and basic-ideas,, , i n , my writings ..and that is fair-enough, i n the communication ..Tıina.






  • Murat Oktay Danış
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    I can not teach anybody , " w h e r e, 2 TURN " ,
    ; and, where to define, " what really i s " , ( t h e ), IDEA. ..
    .. in a writing ..

    (that i s, i f somebody can, do these, that is " something ", ; ,, I can s a y ..

    ..if EAR; i s not listening, do I have to MAKE; a " brain-surgery " ..
    (with my painting-saptula-then .. )
    ( or DOES; VAN-Gogh, has to, cut that " EAR " ; o f, his .. ..instead ..)

    (..so then, eyes, can hear what ears do not , s e e ..)
    ( every-ear, i s a human-organ, but every-brain is not, " human, brain " .. maybe .. ..

    .. " i n all cases , it has to be, " h u m a n , installed, into t h e Brain " .. " then.

    .. then I have to believe, i n , only-that- " human;installed-in brain " can, HEAR-HUMAN,only " ..
    ( and if there is a genuine " e a r , also, -on that-human-installed-in, t h e brain .. " ..

    ..( I am scribbling, o n L y ) ..



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    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dipFMJckZOM
    .. man have " c u t ", their e a r s, long ,ago ..
    ( NON; can h e a r , ..after U; Vincent ..) ..
    ..but they can s e e.. with their, eyes.

    ..scrabblings, only ..

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    ..can they .. I am not, s u r e.

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    ..   "  both E A R s, and;  , e y e s  has 2 ; study, i n , synchronicity  "   ..though ..
    if U are to, " hold ", that; " h u m an -thing ",  i  n,  u  ..

    U can not; "  let -go "  , one, o f , them ..  .. " out ", and excluded ..

    " UNi-seX ",   ,  ;has to be,   that;    " h u m a n "   ..  (of the Humanity ) ..
    ..and even keep that " ear-&eye ",both,  "  ON;  U " .

    ..u can not divide, it,(h u m a n )    ;  in2, 2; , AS,  male,&FeMale  ..
    ..  e v e  n,  i f, in;      ; art-in- figuration s..
    ..art has to have,  " existence-or-b e ing s " i n it, only-, that are; i n,  -uni-sex ..

    ..aforizm s  .. t h e n ..


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    I am to, sleep, now ..

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    Harry, I am interested, i n, how, Policies o f governments, W E R E; i  n art-hi-story ..
    ..and I find, texts U bring, useful.
    ( that is , that-art-HiSTORy; i s not, -science-,, and it has been, MADE; i n Politics ..)

    ..why, do not U accept that, t e a c h i n g; a  r  t;  is an OTHER-intervention-to-ART-thing, itself ..interventions first-effect- h  u  m a  n- K i n d ,  ,   ,, who MAKEs; i t ..also ..
    ( what is the use, o f " broad-education " ,,in  t h  e ,   big-perspective ..
    ..there are many educated-ignorant, more dangerous than, those, with -NO-education..

    ..so, i  f, LOOK; i n , " b i g -SCALE-FRAMEs " ; , STATE-SCHOOLs; a r e,,
    ,, state, intervention; to,  t  h  e  ART ..( art establishment then, looks like all Establishments, o f the Governments, and states ..they all fill in  e a c h, other ..      )
    ...  every-AiD; , 2 a THiNG; o r a ; living thing;  also,,i s intervention ..
    " ONLY-that; G O D; g a v e, -and gives-, a r e , not  A İ D;  ,  " b u t  ; BASES "  ,, to
    the, being, and THiNGs ..


    I  am;  ( M Y;  DOiNGs);  i   n, art F i e l d ,,  a  r  e ;  ALL-freejy, D O N E; , things..
    I am educated, but, not in art ..
    ..I have to do, 4 art disciplines, t r u e l y .. (as no body-taught how to MAKE; t h e m ) ..
    ...a   n   d  ; I have to, surrounder-ART-THiNG ,, from 4 sides,,
    ( writing, dancing, music-making- & painting ..4 disciplines, ,I chose due 2my  talents ..)

    ...U  can M A K E-ART-THiNG; i f they TAUGHT-U-2-MAKE-THAT;  ONE-thing-o n l y ..
    ( that is also, Modernism-in-state-politics-though, located, i n, art-education-school-system .)
    ..but then, again they will, determine a MODERNism-in-art-THiNG-itself ..
    .. that i  s, art-itself can b e, Modern;   ,as; h u m a n-also- c a n ..too..

    ..Harry, suppose,I was, a USA; citizen ..
    ..and I was, to reject,  "  STATE-art-schools "  ,(so art education) ..
    .. and also, all these STATE-politics, i n, aft-doing intervention s ..
    ..I  w  a s to , keep distance, and , so , I  w a s , 2 go to a,n ; other , country ..
    l e a r n, their-language, l i v e, i n them .e.c.t.
    .. b u t , then, still, stay, i n USA; spirit ..
    ..and try to achieve a life, i n USA; culture-elements, and standards ..
    ..just like, sports, science, art, cinema, cars, super-work(like-a-dog), e.c.t..

    Harry, why don't U; look a  t,  ;  " THAT-SiDE ", that I am, s e r v i n g ,  U ..
    ..U  a  r   e, complaining, only ..and U'r complaints, can not, b e, repaired, i n, " big scale-establishments ", , i n, U'r L i f e,  t i m e ..
    ..so why-complain-still; a s, NOTHi,NG-can-B E; changed, in that, scale ..

    ..I tell, U, it, has to  b   e,  " a s; I ; did; " .. O N C E .. ( i  f  it is, 2 be,DONE, now-still ..)
    .. because, I ; was, an engineer, 2 maintain; that , " improve-i n -art,,",
    - that, " traditional-establisment-of-state " , stays-there-still  ..
    I go every USA; film, and see, that, establishment, o f, USA; and , then,
    figure o u t, how,  t   o,  " improve ", the system, o f  t h e ; art-MAKing,,  "  - D ..
    ..belive , m e,, ..if USA; ESTABLishment (USA,State), should, least, as, it has b e e n, structured,,  ,, a r t, has to b e, designed,  " a s;  fauns-out-a-way; ..or similar-2-that, I could, achived ..
    I am, educated, in a USA; -STYLED; Univercity..
    ..my books,were, printed, in USA; Print-Houses ..
    M  y, methods, U s e d, i n, " resurching-and -devoloping, ", a r t-H i s t o r y, and-art-D O i n g,
    w e r e, " USA ", -SYSTEM-origiated ..

    ..so why, U are rejecting, me; a s; defining, me as " ELONOR-Rigbies "..
    ..U  a r  e, rejecting, " USA-itself-my-D..
    ..and that shall, M a k e, U a; deceiver-of-USA " ..
    ..in the history of, USA-inner-deceivers ..  -D ..

    I am expecting, a U turn, from, U, -D .

    NOedits..

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    ..OUr-Hampster-has DiEed, yesterday ..
    ..it was, my 10 year olds,son's lovely-and- j o y ..( he wanted, i t..)
    ..I thought,  h e, could, manage, to live in balcony,,conditions, as it is summer-time..
    ..b  u  t, cold-that -dark-clouds, and storm-bring,, and rain-has-killed, h i m ..
    ..rain has to b e, rained, horizental-to make, h i m, w e t ..
    .. w  e are, all, i  n, sorrow..
    .. w  e  all had, " heavenly-sweet-shares-with-him "  ..
    ... n o w he, must have reached, " heaven ", ,, a s his, solid, body, was, dead-sculpture,,
    to be put, in the, trash-box.
    ..i  t  w a s, one year, o l d..

    .. he, was, sleeping-mostly..all the time ..
    ..and when, w e, come, he should, stand up, and, be in " communication ", with u s..
    (once his, hand, w a s, injured, as he should hold, these dance-wires,,, and skin was, scraped, , and he was, showing his hollow, o f hand, 4 " what to do " ..
    bephanthene,, was, applied, there ..
    .. h e was, very-FAST; in the move.. (that is if U sleep too, m u c h, than;
    U can use, all, U'r " acting-potential-in-fast-moves " ..afterwards ..
    .. "  heavenly-QUiCK  " ,, ,, and always-asking-Heaven-only ..

    ..W  E-H u m a n  s; were, all that h   e, has   s e e n..  ( in his life )
    ..and , h    e, WAS; WORKiNG; o  n ; U  S ( HUMAN-Kind-very-closely..
    ..( his TRUE-subject, w a s , to, STUDY_ h u m a n-K i n d ..

    .. if someThing is acting very-quick,,
    then, quick-m o v e s; shall come from, Heaven-space,, o n l y ..
    ( very very, fast -thinking, and acting a THiNG; h e , WAS ..
    ..very tiny,  " h u m a n ly-hands; as if all hands,  a  r  e, UNiC; and universal,,
    i  n  the, U n i v e r s e, o    f,  O U R s ..

    ..i  f something, acts, that fast, ; " (& came-from-heaven ..) ..
    then, i  t is, " a love-object "  .. so, U also, react-with-U'r LOVEing-Side ..
    U add, U'r  heavenly quick-moves, to that; fast-behavior-of, h i s..
    .. that i s " U WATCH-HEAVENS; o n his, ,scenery ..
    ..when, h e, dies, U'R added, " heavenly-sceneries ", shall, b e gone, with his body ..
    .. t h e  " loss ", o f, a hevenly, acting, " h u m  a n- wise ",
    " a THiNG ", is, L  i k e ;
    " LOOSiNG-the-HEAVEN " .. ( even , U'r source of heaven, that U load, to a l i v e, thing ..)

    ..that is why, I LOAD; all m y; quick-moves, (and other-quick-moves; from around ),,
    i n t o,  t  h e  ;  " PAiNT-and-colors-in Q U i C K-moves . "
    ..or " QUiCK-moving-SOUNDs ", or quick-move-dances , or; i n " NiMBLE-Alphabeth-writings " ..
    ..that is  quite-a-good-reason, why art, is to b e, on e a r t h ..
    ..i f there is a  H E A V E space-where, every-QUiCK-M O V E s;  c  a  n, happen, i n there ,,
    t  h  e n , I want them, to b  e, with  m  e,,
    i f I ever,  ; MADE-THESE; QUiCK; M O V E S ,on ; e a r t h ..
    ( they were, too, quick, so, I want, to OWN; them, with ,  m e
    as I am to, O  W  N;  my-self, on earth.

    .. THAT; reminds, m  e.. A ERA, when, I was, a TRUE-SLEEPER ..
    ( I slept for 3 monts .. day-and -night ..)
    ( that was, an experiment, always-horizental, and EYES; always-shut ..)
    .. t  h  e  n, I  HAD; become,  " a fast-improviser-on-art-THE N  "  ..

    ..Just L i k e, that; " tiny-hampster-did-STUDy- h u m a n ;  only ..

    .. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fArkUsa6cCI




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    ...that;  Q   u  i  c  k,,    " Christian " W i Z A R  D,  " t h e HAMSTER " ,, to unify-&combine, " a l l-LOVE " ; i n ; ONE,,  ,,and t h e n ;  it'll shine o n, H U M A N ,, .. -as a H E A V E N- ..

    ..then that  .. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2306299/; Ragnar Lothbrok,
    .. t  h  e  AXE-o f; the;  ODiN; .. on HUMAN ..


    ..I feel I MADE a personality, as a mixture, o f, them both ..
    ( a s I hold, a 1 feet; SPATULA; in my hand, (as an AXE..)
    ..and MAKE; all my paintings only using that AXE; o f the ODiN ..
    ..on paint ..
    ..and only " Beings-from-Realms, can L e a k, into the PAiNT;
    that can, pass that; AXE-barrier ..

    .. " TRUE-Christianity-in-art "  ,  ; (not a , true-Christian-in -art ),
    needs, that; " s l e e p ;  ; &slowing-body;& make it sleep-in-h u m a n ,t h e n ..  " ,,..
    (...  a n d  " art disciplines-made by a person-continuously " ; , has to be, put into  " t h e sleep-POSitioning  " ,,,in- h u m a n , in the person ..    )
    .. t h e n , Q u i c k, and -clever-&fast-M O V E s
    from heaven, c  a  n, be, put, i n the, " pure-&fresh-paint-BODy-nature " ..

    RAGNAR of ODiN' s ..
    ,,he has a small, but quick -aXe ..and he can , hit on10 " skulls " ; in a minute-time ..
    ..how does, he think .. (that makes, him so, fast ..)
    ( although w e see, him, very-near ODiN; sculptures-TOTEMs;
    ..and talking with-HiM; ,-only-in-silance-
    ..........   what does, h e talk with that ODiN; then, kill Human-in-seconds ..
    ( as if ODiN; i s totally against, that; love-sharing-outside, i n society ..
    ( U can not see, Ragnar, i n the sharing o f, any-love-words with any-one ..
    ,, when it comes, to love-something-may-be, he does that, only with-his-eyes ..
    but NO-ONE; can see, that, also ..

    .. Ragnar; asks; (and is with that)  ODiN-DEED;  ,; (I guess) ,,that i s..,,
    ..why-is-that;  " ODiN-AXE-trace  " , put, i  n  between, ; WOMAN-Legs ..
    ( and vagina-work-is-with that  "  men-kind " ..
    Ragnars, axe-make- " SKULLs; remember " , there is a ODiN_AXE-Job-&DEED; i n between,
    every-person-&Human ,,
    ( if U can not, remember, that axe-trace, located, in between, woman-legs ,,
    than, h e has to locate, it, on U'r skull, and, into the brain,,
    ,, and U 'r brain can, learn, t h e, u s e, of that, V a g i n a,-job-then ..

    ..that is a very-direct, (the most direct-A C T; I can  e v e r, think, o f) (2DO;&MAKE,also)
    ,, 2 some "  personality-Brains "  -and, axe, has to put, its, mark ,on these-sk l uus..
    I think, Ragnar, is, WiTH; ODiN's; DEEDs; i f not; LOCATED; truly,
    on EARTH- y e t ..
    ..he goes, on to , MAKE; t h e, same-MOVE (ACT) as O N C E; ODiN, has MADE;
    and p u t, on , H  u  m  a  n  ..


    H o w, can w   e , b  e, " true-loving-Christians ", even i f , ODiN's JOB, hasn't b e e n, achived, o n E A R T H .. (and in BODy o f, human .. y e t .. ) ..
    true christianity, needs that, post-vagina, e r a ..
    that every man, h a s , that; " VAGiNA-state ", i n their, had..
    that is, every-body, has to have ; ODiN_DEEDs; i n his, had, f  i  r  s   T ..
    ( and my; a r t , also, EXEMiNEs; that, in the first-place ..
    ( and also-my-writings, ask-people, i f they can allow, that aXE; can,,
    operate -in t h e i r,  BRAiN;  o l s o .

    ..( then U can find out, which Vi king; has used, his axe, on U'r scull, and could, he, b e
    succesfull to, " install ", a vagina-state, i n U'r , brain ..

    .. I , take that; AXE; i n my hand,,  " t h e; before-hand-act ",
    and , hit, my , brain, to MAKE; that TRACE; and , " chink ",
    every t i m e, (in any-chance),,
    as i f, I may, act, i n , art-canyon, a l SO ..

    ..NOedits..

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    Larry, Harry, i s, " sleeping " ; i n a " M i n d-and BODY ", e c l i p s e ..
    ( made, by, the PUBLİC-BED ..) ,,.. so how, can U expect his-act, (and-rational-move) , i n his-sleeping-&eclipse-state .. -D .
    ..may b e,  " a window, to his-STATE-of-SLEEPing-OPEN ", ; has to b e, , adequate , 2US ..


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    Tıina ..there is no need 4 U 2 watch TV series, a s I have already put what I took from that TV-film ..i n t o, my, writing ..though, it is a very fine methaphor , Viking-and AXEof t h e ODiN ..2-me ..  it was a metaphor before, that TV-film, and will b e, after i t, though ..
    4; m  e  ..
    I am " my-Viking " ..
    The Viking, I am talking about, i  s ,  m  e ( as if I were, a Viking )
    ( but U might b  e, in an other ,  concept-of-Viking and U do not,
    L i k e,i  t , as it, effects-U; ( o r effected-ON-U . )
    ( it is a sensitive-state, 2U, i t, seem s. )

    (Although I still do not know, who Vikings   w e r e ..)

    ..U shouldn't focus, o n that , TV-Thing ..( it is only a platform 2 those, who know, nothing, about Vikings ..  ... t h o u g h )
    .. U w e r e to focus, o  n , " WHAT I WAS ; TELLing-t h e r e "  ,in my writing ..
    ( after that , Platform ..)
    .. U a r e ,in a hurry, it seems, , U couldn't  pass-over , that ,  " platform-only " ,and come to my; " IDEA ", there ,  , i n my writ ing .
    I am saying it strait.. (AS an AXE; d o e s , to the SCULLs  ) ..always ..
    ..but issue is, do U have T i m e, to,  ; r e a d, till- " to the END "  ..
    .(    .or important-reality of L i f e ,  takes U , a W a y ..    ) ..



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    Tıina.. my son, asked, m e.. (as I put, the dead-body, in the trash-box ..) ..is it true, 2 put it in, t h e r e..and I said, " his-soul-has-reached,-heaven, and, the rest, w a s, flesh-and-bones ..
    ..unexpectedly h e, finished, my, sentence , s a y i n g..
    ( of course  " his-spirit  "  ;  has reached, " heaven-by-now " ..

    ..that is, I understand, he wouldn't b e, in sorrow, so -far ..
    .. "  h  e  is also, a V i k i n g-AXE "   ; .. & , i t ;  all happens, i n ;  A , f e W; " extended-seconds "  ..
    .. " stretch-to the H e a v e n s ; -with all U'r h a r t-&Brain- but then, come, to earth
    very fast, to , install-ODiNs; m  u  s  t  s ,  for the WORLD .. t h e n ..

    ..Tıina, DO; U have , " other than -feelings " , a b o u t, Vikings ..)
    ( it is easy 2 us, to,  " imitate ", Viking-Lagends .. h e r e ..
     -in an other, country- ..    -and as  w  e , WiSH-them-2 b e..-
    ..-and being a  " easy-Turk  " , on the other, hand- ..

    p.s.
    I heard some gossips on, Fin-Turk, relations, i n, genes ..
    .. I have a friend, he still claims, , " ODiN; i s a Completely-a-Turkish-word ..
    ..and ODiN; i s, A-Ant,iQue-A -TURKish, G  o  d .. ..also ..

    .. but let me tell ;  -as I said, here, once again -
    , I am  "  a READy-MADE; TURK "   ; by the orders, ;o f Atatürk ..though ..
    ..so I need that  " ODiN " ; 2 support, m y, " cultural-standing-also .."  .
    " I am a completely-A-CONTEMPORARy-A-p e r s o n ;  ; A READy-M A D E ..  "

    ..(   do U know, they even, could, not put, i n the ; ARMy-service ..
    that is I never was a soldier, in any-army ..
    ..but I am soldier, o f, MY-O  W  N  .. though .. )  ..

    ps.  DiN= religion, in Turkish ..
                O= it    , i n Turkish ..
    so, ODiN = it is the religion ..
    ( that is totally, m y, Language-reading ; style, an analysis, though, very subjective, o n e ..) )


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11 Haziran 2014 Çarşamba

HAS ART LOST it's HUMANiTY ; " MY-imppromtu-WRİTiNGs " .. about HUMAN; i t SELF ..


 " MY-imppromtu-WRİTiNGs  "  .. about HUMAN;  i  t  SELF ..


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Gerry Hull
Gerry Hull
Artist/Oil Painting: 100 Stories of Birth and Destruction
This is not a flattering self portrait 

Just got out of bath and the thought struck like a green viper: take a video of your face having orgasm while giving impromptu swan song speech to all your Facebook friends. In the blink of an eye it's a done deal and already on you tube before I know what happened. Which means nothing by itself of course. But having the url on the clipboard ready to lay down on a FB post: it's red button by which I could blow apart my present social life as with a hundred kiloton bomb.

You want to talk about temptation? My God.

Having not a drop of alcohol or dope on board almost makes this look even worse. No, it definitely makes it look worse.
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Gerry Hull
Gerry Hull
Artist/Oil Painting: 100 Stories of Birth and Destruction
Whew that was close.
Sent out "the Cleaner" just in time.
Domestic security alert notifications deescalate back to yellow.
Catastrophe averted.















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Tıina, I am waiting 4 U'r Diameter-b iG, " t o u r ", in cycling, to, come, , where it started .
..o f course; , that " n e t ";   "will b e ,have caught, many-pale-fish; as it travels  " .
..and see, how, "  people ;  scattered " ; MADE; even, happy, with their, L i f e.
..a good, fisherman-j o b, ..

..by the way;
 re :
Leon Rogiers
Utrecht School of the Arts, HKU

I will do my very best to translate it to the English language in the same way I would say it in Dutch:

I believe that, in general, the value of art is something that is very difficult to define or to put a label on because it relies on an infinite number of variables that are constantly changing, mainly because I'm non stop growing and evolving. I can not apply my view on what the value of art could be to other people, because of those variables and states of mind.
The value of art in my life has no consistency. It is an ongoing process with information perceived by art. I do not have any interest in the commercial value of art unless the artist is alive and needs the commercial value of his or her work to deliver the message or aesthetics it wants to show to the world.
I always say "Kunst rijmt op gunst" which means "Art rhymes with favour". A blissful human ability to transcend the sheer materiality. It makes us vulnerable to a sometimes elusive dimension, added to time and space. Art and culture stimulate the senses and move feelings. Emotion. Goosebumps and palpitations. Such infatuation. Proliferates, churns, somewhere deep in our system. Hardly controllable and predictable. Unavoidable. Limbic, brainexperts say. A collection of brain functions that largely escapes the experts. Art beyond science. Mastery, often invisible and in itself. Surprisingly, always words from distant languages​​, interpreted by themselves.

Unlike the business world, which is the domain of instrumental logic and objective rationality, art offers the opportunity to escape into a world where imagination, feeling and interpretation are central. It is about the experience where the strings of the mind are affected by a dimension beyond the visible reality (the sublime, the sacred). It is not possible to express that emotion appropriately, but it comes from moments of extreme happiness that reverberates for a long time after. An authentic encounter with a work of art presupposes an openness and receptivity. Sometimes I want to go further and I want to know the artist behind the work of art. Such experiences go hand in hand with hunger for knowledge. Ultimately, philosophy and art gives me, together with an existential dimension, consolation and reconciliation.

Art is about making, tasting, cheering... To do and let go. To give and receive. Art is so common, it lives in everyone. Art is for everyone. Art is for us!


..  t   h  a   t ; w a s, " SOMETHiNG " ;  I  w a s2 ;  " impromptu " ; h e r e , also ..

..Tıina; U describe  a depression, ; ,, about; " the EXiSTENCE o f the artist " ,in the World, ..
(and Gerry; gave, the results, evidently ..)
( by the way, thank U madeGarry;  talk about m e, because he can not talk these, looking in my eyes ..and  " what we say, projects, our selves, the most  " ..) )

.. I was a brilliant child . in multi talents .. (and every artist has 2 MAKE; their talents-multi ..and work on any of them, continuously ,, and that has to fill all their lives ..
..i f U do not, MAKE; that, ; " there will b e LEFT ; to many T İ M E;  ,, " open-empty-&Vacuum
 " ; i f U are 2, act Like, a n artist ..
( Tıina it seems L i k e, U2, (U'r soul is )  ;are flying in that; ; " EMPTY-SPACE " of the mind ..)
..and Susanne; think that ,  "   she can; RiDE-on-it, also  "  .

..these shouldn't happen; i  f  " artists "; should, DO; things; with their, e v e r y ,
t  a  l  e  n  t ,  &ABiLity ..( me a n time ) ..

..2 shorten, writing, ( and meaning) ; and then; it is the fact,, communication,,  " WiTH-U&U'rSelf " also ..fails..
( so artist has to DO; MANY-THiNGs; as a JOB; of " the day " ..
and all these Doings;  H  A  S  to; b  e ; CHOSEN ; from , " art-disciplines " ..
L i k e, painting, writing, dancing, ,plating-piano;(music) ,and so on ..

..i t is not; " Matter ", i f U can D O; it properly, o r, not ..
( I prefer; not the regular, w a y ..)
..but U have to BE; i n these;  " D  O  i  n  g s  "; and MAKEs; also ..
then; ; it is all about,  L  i  k  e ;  " L e o n Rogiers " , describes , a b o v e ..

..2 continuoue..




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Tıina, I am waiting;   ;   " 4 U'r Diameter-b iG, "   ; t o u r , -in cycling-, to, come, , where it started .
(  -tiny-vagina;&open-M i n d-condition- -  .. ; "  but, ,my-Brain-is theBiG-VAGiNA-4-art " .. ..)
..when I PUT; that " VAGiNA ", -my-brain- ; on , " the TABLE " ; ,,
, i t, occupies, a, H U G E; , p l a c e ..
...( and a big-install-perFormence .. )
,,(  " Brain-surgary-i s-unAVOiDABLE; even, toME;  my-brain-also ..)

..o f course; , that "V a c u u m- n e t ";(of U'r s)   "will b e , ; " have caught, many-pale-fish " ;   " as it travels  " .
 " in the water-space " .. -of deep-b l u e -ocean- ..
..and make-us-see, how,   ;"  people ;  scattered " ; MADE;   " even, happy, with their,  , " EVERY-day; -L i v e s ".  ..-and stucked-spaces, for individual-artists - ,only .
..  " a good, ,; A , ;fisherWoman-j o b " , ..

..by the way;
 re :
Leon Rogiers
Utrecht School of the Arts, HKU

I will do my very best to translate it to the English language in the same way I would say it in Dutch:

I believe that, in general, the value of art is something that is very difficult to define or to put a label on because it relies on an infinite number of variables that are constantly changing, mainly because I'm non stop growing and evolving. I can not apply my view on what the value of art could be to other people, because of those variables and states of mind.
The value of art in my life has no consistency. It is an ongoing process with information perceived by art. I do not have any interest in the commercial value of art unless the artist is alive and needs the commercial value of his or her work to deliver the message or aesthetics it wants to show to the world.
I always say "Kunst rijmt op gunst" which means "Art rhymes with favour". A blissful human ability to transcend the sheer materiality. It makes us vulnerable to a sometimes elusive dimension, added to time and space. Art and culture stimulate the senses and move feelings. Emotion. Goosebumps and palpitations. Such infatuation. Proliferates, churns, somewhere deep in our system. Hardly controllable and predictable. Unavoidable. Limbic, brainexperts say. A collection of brain functions that largely escapes the experts. Art beyond science. Mastery, often invisible and in itself. Surprisingly, always words from distant languages​​, interpreted by themselves.

Unlike the business world, which is the domain of instrumental logic and objective rationality, art offers the opportunity to escape into a world where imagination, feeling and interpretation are central. It is about the experience where the strings of the mind are affected by a dimension beyond the visible reality (the sublime, the sacred). It is not possible to express that emotion appropriately, but it comes from moments of extreme happiness that reverberates for a long time after. An authentic encounter with a work of art presupposes an openness and receptivity. Sometimes I want to go further and I want to know the artist behind the work of art. Such experiences go hand in hand with hunger for knowledge. Ultimately, philosophy and art gives me, together with an existential dimension, consolation and reconciliation.

Art is about making, tasting, cheering... To do and let go. To give and receive. Art is so common, it lives in everyone. Art is for everyone. Art is for us!

..
..  t   h  a   t ; w a s, " SOMETHiNG " ;  I  w a s2 ;(am2)  " impromptu " ; h e r e , also ..

.. " Tıina; U describe  a depression " , ; ,, about; " the EXiSTENCE o f the artist " ,
..  in the World, ..
(and Gerry; gave, the obvious-results, evidently ..)
( by the way, thank U ;  " made-Garry " ;  talk about m e, because he can not talk these, while ,looking in my eyes .. (although w e are, eye-2eye; looking, h e r e ) ..
(my PUPiLs; are deep and full o f;   " ALPHABET-Letters-DARK;BLACK-ink " , -as I write, every-day -..; as " absolute-Dark-Volume " ;i s, , in my; eyes ..all the T i m e..)

..  s   o , if I am FACE ,ing-that, -Absolute-DARK; all the T i m e;
than; I have 2 PUT; m y; WHOLE-BRAiN- to b e ; ABLE; 2 , fill -in
that; ABSOLUTE-VACUUM ..

....   and ; as Garry-pictures, me ; ALL-so;  " what we say, projects, our selves, and L i v e s, , the most  " ..Garry, I liked, the picture-U-made,(draw) with that, green-snake-in-me ..-and-( orgasm-smile;on the FACE,all the time) it is a RARE-one, body .) )

U are a genuine artist-Garry; " stuck-into  " the corner-that has to stay-in U " ;all the T i m e ..)U can not ; L e t that location; fly, out; o f U..it has 2 be, " pressed-into-DEPRESSion " ..and U have, to ,amuse,  " that, state of STUCK-depression " , i n that; ,  " all, i n U'r rest of the day "  -D ..
( but I can not; even have the, joy, of DRAWiNG; SOMETHiNG;  -i f I am not; writing- ..play-Piano-as-I ,did-not-learn-Piano.. a n d, then; try to find out;  " WHAT-art has MADE; i n SOUND "..  not m e, played,W İ T H-that;  , that; " fat-BACH-composition ", for Piano-forte..)
..a   r  t-THiNG;  , has an OPEN-enter-(a pass) i n2 me, ;  ; and, a ; f r e e , -expression- Ticket; o u t, in the sun-shine, , into, " multi-mediums " ,  o  f the  , " art-country-OWNED ..

.. I was a brilliant child . -in multi talents-  .. (and every artist has 2 MAKE; their talents-multi .. ..and work on any of them, , continuously ,, and that -multi-talent-work- , has to fill ,  ,all their lives ..  .. ( if U are to include, both,  ;  " whole art ", i n " whole-h u m a n -t h i n g " .. -or whole-human-thing-i n , the- a r t   s..- ,,
that i s " whole-art-disciplines; has to b e, worked, so; " the whole-h u m a n-condition-(and t h i n g ) -can- B E-i n -art-DOings ..   ..or reverse . )

..i f U do not, MAKE; that,(multi-talent-work,in multi mediums, continuously, ) ;then,
 " there will b e LEFT ; to many T İ M E  " ;  ,, "
"  open-empty-&Vacuum " ; i n the, M i n d -Space; o f  , theARTist.
..and if U are to stand, i n " art-positioing ",
,, t h e n, , U will b  e, " stuck-in--a - VACUUM , space, (also-absolute, though .)
.. a n d , never,   g  e  t , OUT; in teh SUN-SHiNE; o f, " H u m a n i t y -in-the-World " ..
( than again if U prefer; only;SUN-SHiNE-OUTside, then, U are not, " that artist-Location .. " then .. ) ..

..conclussion ..
 " ; i f U are 2, act Like, a n artist ..
U have 2 ,  "  make U'r every-MOVEs  " ; i n ,  " art-Mediums "  ..
..U'r Doing; m a y, SUCK-U ..
( or might b e, SUCKED-o u t ,into that medium, that >U are dealing-with .. ..)
..  ( no -matter-how, ,or WHAT;; t h e y, happen 2  b e ..U have 2 continue, to, store-these-DOings ..)

Susanne; now, U are on -theWork-U said ..
ı would, prefer; U should, b e, working, here,,
(but U are, OBLİged; 2 that,, -for, some others-.. -and get, money-from-them ..though ..)
..a blink-of an EYE ..
(but happens, under-obligation ..)

...instead of, daily-things-U give U'r T i m e, 2- . should b  e, " art-discipline-D O i n g s " ..
every day ..
( WHAT A WASTE; i f artist ,i s, not acting, all through, art-mediums,
that, MAKE; traces, both in artist; and, in the madams ..

..an  unidentified, a process; WHERE; a r t,-itself can, a c t-F R E E l y, also ..
A S; LOEN; has said, above..
ARTist has 2;eXpress, himself out; a s, "  THiNGs-impress-his/her inside; simultaneously " ,
,  and   ; acts in art mediums has 2 b e, " spontaneously-flowing-outside ..
..and ;  a   r   t ;  HAS 2 BE STUDiED; then; -after a while-
.. a s these; " multi-eXpression ";  a  r  e ,  put, i n ,   " a storage -ROOM " ..
W E; need 2 apply; all these;  " art-History-knowledge " ;
,, long after,  " they 've b e e n-STUDİED; (in DO i n g s ) ;  -i n , expressions,only- , , and located, in , t h e , " storage ", ..
.. it is better, I , h i r e, some-art-school-trained-personal- -TRAiNED-in-PURE-History-of-t h e -art- ,, only.. ..  .. so if U ; are educated, i n the means, o f art-History, (in school-of-art) ,U; ARE; n o t, ART' ist ..
( artist has 2 ; L i v e, for, art; " as a servant-of-that-art-T H i N G "  ..
l i k e, a slave, 2 ,  i  t..
..and, I have put myself, i n that CAGE; long ago..
..( I am; SLAVE-4-art .. not even, a person-in-society.. though ..)

D  O i n g-ART; i n ; e v e n, i n,   "  multi-h u  m a n-coditions "  ;  "  and all 4 -t h e -art-THiNG's-sake  " only, , a s i t, will,(MAYBE;),  appear, " or show-it's-F A C E " ,,
2 m e, from, the Medium, I am, d e a l i n g,, w i t h ..




( Tıina it seems-L i k e, U2, (U'r soul also )  ;are flying in that; ; " EMPTY-SPACE " of the mind ..if not, in multi doings, of multi-talents ..)
..and Susanne; thinks that ,  "   she can; RiDE-on-it, also  "  .
( " 2 ride,on that; EMPTY-Mind  " ,, and gather every-THiNG; into, i t, then;
and then, " conduct both EMTY-space and,  THiNGs, i n there,in the kitchen ..of her' s.)

..these (EMPTied-Minds) shouldn't happen; i  f  " artists "; should, DO; -MULTi-; with their, e v e r y , t  a  l  e  n  t ,  &ABiLity ..( me a n time ) ..

..an other, habit, happening in this, thread, newly .. :

.. "  2 shorten, writing  " , ( and meaning) ; and then; it is the fact,, communication,,  " WiTH-U&U'rSelf " also ..fails.. ..why, I write; l  o  n  g ..
.. first of all, 20% of my writing i s ; the , " writing plane " .. (like canvas-in painting)
U have to, MAKE-THAT; e x i s t , first .
( L i k e, I ; Locate-SUN; in it's ORBiT; as I will, l i v e, the day .. )
(as Garry-provides, that yellow-light, only from his-PEEd-bed-sheet-of,Last-Nigh†'s )

( so artist has to DO; MANY-THiNGs; as a JOB; of " the day " .. (of a human-bed-of-t h e Living)
and all these Doings;  H  A  S  to; b  e ; CHOSEN ; from , " art-disciplines " .. (if U are,an artist..)
..disciplines-L i k e,   ;painting, writing, dancing, ,plating-piano;(music) ,and so on ..
..( there are many-people; Doing; &MAKing-many-Things, during the day;
..  b  u  t ; artist has to  " DO; M U C H " , also,  ,, but all , i n ; " multi-art-disciplines .. " ..



..i t is not; " Matter ", i f U can D O;   ; it (the art-discipline) , properly, o r, not ..
( I prefer; not the ;  regular, w a y ..I shouldn't learn ;PiaNO; 2 play, i t ..
I am WHAT; I am, and ; PiaNO; has 2 b e, WHAT; i t, is,, and ART; will guide, u s, 2-communicate .but still I am what I am, still, PiANO, i s what, it, is after that; " a r t-meating " ..) )
..but U have to BE; i n these;  " D  O  i  n  g s  "; and MAKEs; also ..
( can I write ..(am I a WRiTER-in-regular-Forms ..) , i f not, caught-as-so; i t is better ..nothing has to control, My-Self-Expression; and m h-expressionism, o f ; " art-things ",
that h a v e, " installed, ", i n,  m   e,   " randomly ", also ..

then; ; it is all about,(HOW);     ; JUST-L  i  k  e ;  " L e o n Rogiers " , describes , a b o v e ..
..i  t  all; happens, and, I can not; BE; conscious, i n , i t,
as, art; also, happens, and , includes , i n  ; m y; " EXPRESSing-my-self-ONLy ..


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Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
.. in that, basket ball, ; video, o f, m i n e..

.. I am acting-Like,( pretending ) , " I c a n, play-basketball " ..
.. " b u t " , i n fact,
I am a " contemporary-worker-ON-JOB " ,,
" correcting ", the n e W- D A Y- S U N_; -O R B i T; to SHiNE; o n US; " TRUELy " ,,
S O; Garry-shouldn't ; complaining-ON-
" i f SUN-L i g h t-is not; ACCURATE; " TRUE ", w h y, should, I DO; anything "in earth..
..h e is right ..
..i f " DAY-Light-is-curved " ( salt has corrupted in EARTH) , then, , noting; can b e, " TRUE ", even, i n, Thinking ..
( that is t h e, basic,unidentified-A- DEPRESSiON;, hidden-reason- .. I guess.

..so, artist; h a s, to; , fix that; " situation-of-the-sun; ",
,, a T-LEAST; i n, his/her, ; M i n d; -&Brain , and also, i n " the- e y e " ..

.. i f I was 2 ; b e, " LOOKing at that-basketball ; v i d e o..
I would, concentrate, o n, t h e; " HANDs " ..
.. b e c a u s e ; I am; " maintaining ", M Y; HANDs;
,, which , I will; b e; USiNG; them, i n , " MULTi-DOings ";
.. DURiNG; t h e , rest of the; D A Y ..

p.s. ... can I dance ..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qa6BcObiffs

..NO; , that is a " melted-condition-of-h u m a n-ands-art-THiNG-in M E " ,,
; many things-nested, i n, these, MULTi-MOVEs ..
,,and TRY i e s, to, J U M P;, o u t side, in2 , t h e, W O R L D;
of; our's ..

p.s. if Iam i n a -basketBall-MATCH;- that is a WAR; , for , m e..
( not a show-boy-I am in there ..)
( and, I play; 101 points, one by one-counted, only 3-point-shots-are 2-counted ..
..and there i s, NO-basketball-show-business- , there ,b u t;
,, - an effort-2 the BLOOD-and-BONEs- ..
but in a fair-play ..
,, tactics-strategy-WORKs, and all-that; , " is in a -WAR-of-A R T s " ..

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..Garry,I think, " a TEXT " ; has to b e, ADDED; to " those ", video-art-contemporaries "..
.. who, has TAKEN; ,that video ..
.. ( and dared 2 , press, tha, " red-bottom ". -recording- ) ..
.. o r, every-one--should see,, " WHAT they-want; , 2 see-in-there ..) .. -D ..
.. i f there is not a TEXT; with, a contemporary-art ..
.. t h e n, it has to b e, purely-put, in the maths, o f, " A-Universal-LANGUAGE " .

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..I can " WRiTE ", " a WRiTing-PerFormance " ; ALL-during a day ..
..I can also, MAKE; that performance , i n basketball-field ..
or, i n; PAiNTiNG-graunds ..
.. o r, i n ; "P i a n o " , palayin g..
..all, a t ; ONCE; on 1-field-only ..

..b u t, to maintain -the-equilibrium-&content-and-quality ,,
I , make them, i n; Multi-disciplines, -basically-4-disciplines-of art i n g -
.. d u r i n g, every-day ..

..i n the ; a g e, we are living,, that " multi-positioning-in-arts " ; i s, simply, apply able ..
.. a n d ; " i f not, underESTiMATE " ; t h e- h u m a n - b o d y ,,
,, ( and install-human-body, in WHOLE-art-BODy ,,),,
artist, has to work that; m u c h , also ,, as workers, have MADE-all-these-LABOR-effort,
in 20.century, to, BUiLD; ; what w e, have , TODAY, i n our Countries.. )

..thanks, to t h e, MODERN; SO, w e can ; d i v i d e; all that; " WORKER-effort ", into,
" 4-other-WORKing-disciplines ", S O; that;
( i t also EREASEs, o u r ; m i n d s, if made, i n multi-disciplines )
.. s o, we wouldn't b e, BORED; o f; WORKiNG; and,
" M A K E -everything-not-un-optimistic,-
.. t h e n, ( in a DARKness-MOOD; even, " under the ; SUN-light " ..)

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.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
.. b u t , I wiill , C u t, i t, " oFF ", ,, n o W ..

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Tıina, I am not , " clear ", about;  " what U are ,asking " , m e, ,, " truly ", b u t ..
I shall, write,  " some " ,  ;  a s  " I , choose 2 understood ..as I am , s o  "..
.. ( if U are asking, m e, then, "  U are, a s k i n g; " m e ", also "  ) ..
(consumption) ..

..  "  a performance-W o r k " , has to,  "  EMPTY-the BODy-and t h e , body-of  t h e brain-, both-alSO  " ..
..and , w  e; have , these ,  " TRUE-instruments " ; o f ;

.. 1-" impressed-by-true-p e r c e p t i o n s , a human-body ..

..&2- " and true-flow-of-subconscious-in continuous-FLOW; o f , t h e- action, ..expression i s m.

(that i s   ;   ; t h e , " expression-non-stop-in, improvisation-at-ONCE  " ..
..that i s,   ;  " if U stop, for a moment " , then,  ; " RATiO ", i s ; Jumping, i n,  , -the expression-
..   then,  " stop, -cut- , that, expression-FLOW; of the body- immediately " .
..and g e t, a new-PAPER-PLATFORM;
a new-  " E M P T Y-PAPER "  -  to, go-on--free-improvisation-&expression ..t o , happen, p u r e l y-eXpressed .. ..

..i  f ; NAMED; " expression  'i   s   m ", ,,
then;   " p u r e-eXpression-for-flowing-subconscious " , ,,  has to TAKE; place ..again with-EMPTY-ness ,,
,, where it w a s,  , CUT; t h e n ..

..while t h a t; fast; flow, o f;  " EMTYing-BODY-and M i n d  " ,
..  (D o i n g s, will empty-our-body,also) ,,
,, i  f  i  t,  i s   a " TRUE-eX-PRESSiON " , , ;   "  i s m " ;  ; , then;
U 'r  RATiO; can not; come to defend,   " U'r SUBconscious, free-flow "  ,,

,,  a   n  d ;  there ;  " OCCURS "; t  h  a   t ;  PURE-UN-TOUCHED; " P E R C E P t i o n   s" ,
o f the " T H i N G s  " .. t h e r e, in that; eXpression-i s m-PROCESS ..  A  L  S  O  .
( as brain &Mind-l i t e-STAYs; O P E N ..

& , (  " simultaneously-happen,i n g  OCCURS , ,,
 ", both, in-and-OUT s "  ..SimulTANEous, a MOVE " ..
( that is not like that; penis-Thing-in & outs; - into and out2-  -a Vagina .
.-that- is not simultaneously-happening,, a  THiNG-   ;-orTWO; things-in one-factious-act- .. .. )

,, s   o, THiNGs; c a n; ; l  e  a  k, i n; and b e, eXpressed,  O U T ..(LEAK-out) , also .
simultaneously-in-art-improvisation at, on c e.
( so artist has 2 work in a serial-WORK; also ..)


,, " i n s t a l l a t i o n , into; our-Brain-body .. and also simultaneously-happens--in-art-medium  s..
..
..that; i   s, ; ALL;  A  NAKED;  a  r  t ; " breating-in-and-out-&with- h u m a n-body-also,,  " A, process  " -though ..)
..

..SO; after, that; sessions, o f,  " impressingly-eXpresing " ;  "AN - OPEN- G A T E-to t h e M i n d " ,,   ...during-improvisation ,,  ..  " all that- a r t -T h i n g; has to HAVE-HAPPENED; i n, these , " happen i n g s " .. ..
( contemporary-artists try to work-that; state, i n their, happen n g s, with-MATTER- ; though)

.. when, I listen, to my, "  impro-vision- MADE " ; m u s i c s,
 (MADE; and,   ,recorded-sessions),,
I  FOUND-O U T, that;   " that-G  A  T  E-is-STANDing-STiLL-i n , -the Music-  to the human-E A R  -
-or in the ; SOUND-art-WORK- ,, " ..

..a  n  d;  i t;  FORCES;  M  Y;  E  A   R;  2 H E A R;  that; " ABSOLUTE-state, -SPACE-in that DOOR-GATE; still made, o f sound ..
 ", i n there,( as a PLATFORM)  and, then; try 2 see; WHAT i s trying 3 be a " Vision ", ,
i n there .. as i f all material, i s, " SOUND-only " ..

.. t h e y call, i t " absolute- E A R  " ,   -in music, for musicians-absolute-e a r s-  ..
.. b  u  t , musicians, can not; " ESTABLish-and-MAKE-THAT- absolute-G A T E " ; ,,  (installation o f the SOUND-GATE; -into-SOUND, M e d i u m,, also, , i s required )  ,,,
,,,   " A worker, i n the medium, of a SOUND-desert, ,in there, only ..   "  ,,..

,, i  t,  is,  t h e,  D U i T Y;  o  f,  "A; CONTEMPORARy-A  R  T - i s t ",  (of teh Contemporaian-A  G  E ) , A   , ; J  O  B, ,,
...........   " A N Y-  WAY .."

.. and I begun; 2 NAME; self, a " contemporary -artist, -in -installing; GATES into, absolute ..- ",
..as I  b e g u n, 2 write in that, thread, ,  "  along-t h e-WAY  " ..
( I guess ) ..


p.s. soory, it has to b e, eXpressed, in that-much- " de' TAiL "  ..
,, I have to , spend, my,  " multi, TAiLs "  though, ; so,  " I could, TURN " ; to b e,
,, that; social-h u m a n,
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 "  CAN U ONLY; write ; & M  A   K    E  ;
..   "  the Alphabet-LETTERs  "  ..
...   and " NOTHiNG ",  m o r e ..
..that is a contemporary-an-absolute-A -state ..


U; , are2-MAKE-T h a t-  " ALPHAbet-letters " , o n a paper ..(that is to write letters,absolutely,  first) ..
( that is, Alphabet-letters; a r e to " pass-inthrough-U " (U'r body) ..( and human i z e d , in there .. then b e; written; (PUT) onto, PAPER ..)

..  "  JUST-WRİTE- T H E M  "  (the letters) , they will, ,
,,   arrange both   "   "  U'r Body " ;  and, b  e  ing of;that;    " Art-THiNG " ;  ; also "  ,,
...   ;in the writing .. ( and in simultaneous-happening.. )
..
.. as   "   NiKE-sports-wear, s a y s "  ..  " JUST-DO-it  "  ..
,,  t h e   r e s t ; shall b  e , arranged, by  "  WHAT U; d id "  M A K E-absolutely .. " ...
..do not focus, o n art,   ,and try to DO, i t ..only ..

..can U only; touch the keyboard of that; P i a N O ..
..can U , Make , the MOVES; ,, and let them, be arranged, in a system, then ..
.. can U pour; PAiNT; then, slide, that, spatula on them, 4 WHAT; might have APPEAR-there , i n the paint ,, a s U are the first one to, feel, i t, appearing ..

..that was, Leon, saying, in his, writing, ,also , . I guess.

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Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
..O.K . then.. " Tıina..U " have a voice then " .. ".. and U can " hear my, voice " , also ..
..I am glad, w e, 2-people-with-both-having-voices, ,can talk; and understand-each-other ..
,, that i s , " R A R E ", h e r e . -D .

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Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
.. so U catch, the " original-SUN ", in it's orbit,, ,a s NO-one has, , spoiled, it's L i g h t ; , yet ..
.. I can not; look at; " sun-rise "; i t, is too-NAKED; and , it burns m y, deeper, soul,
(that lives i n DEEP_ABSOLUTE-DARK-only) ..I guess ..
I like, sun-sets, more, than; sun rise .. I L i k e, sun, on the TOP ..
WHEN; , i n the middle of the day ..
..b u t, U have a procees, t h e n ..

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Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
.. where, did I found, to ,post that, " sun-orbit-correction-basketball-video " ..
.. " is it, m e, , am I " a M e d i u m .. who can s e e , where, " U ar e, standing " , a t ..
or , U'r project, has , whispered, m e,, from, that, distance, too; about, t h e sun . .
,,anyway, these, a r e.. " just-talking ".. (of mine) ..
U have the, n e w s.. but if it's early ..do not, t e l l .any-thing-that U have to DO; y e t .
( it is better, 2 tell-after, U MADE; i t, all ..I guess )

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.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
..I had such, T i m e s..in my mother's fathers, house .. ( these were my communist days, ..) and I r u l e d, the house, condition s.
.. t h e r e, w e r e, NO; LAMP; L i g h t ..during night ..
..they could, , watch-TV-black-&white in these days, i n Turkey, 1980..
.. t h e y, could, , open, oven-electric-heaters, ( natural-red-light)o r, ; , open cooking-gas,, to give them, fire-light-of, " the - b l u e -
.. ( light was not, forbidden, b u t, lamp light w a s..)
because, lamp light, paint, all things, to their, colors,,
but, , BRAiNS; color-center,, was to stop-working .. 

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.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
.. L i k e an African-native-;I am playing-saloon-wooden-TAM-TAMs -drums-..
.. yes I sometimes, think a s , S O ..too ..
when I begin to, , press the ball, onto the floor , of the saloon ..
.. ( a s if, I listened, to them, meantime, ; they, can b e, described, " listenable " .. a l so .. )
-..I am-chatting-only .. -

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Tıina , I have seen that, " w a t e r " ; behavior. -video- .

.. b u t, I think, , beauty-&GEOMETRy, are reverse ..

..I wouldn't say, " geometry-is-beautiful " .
( as it is not m o v e ing, and, stays static,only )
 "  FORM  " ; also, , is where-beauity-h a s ,b e e n,  " PARKED-into " .. - a Thing-Only-  ..
(reduced, to be;  preserved,) , I guess .

W h e n, Susanne said, " rain-drop " ; w a s, beautiful,, also ..
I thought she was, telling a " rain-drop ", ; dropping earth, and as it m o v e s, in the air, that vibration and friction,  w  i  t  h ,  AiR; (Oxygen, and Nitrogen , caress, H2o , molecules )is in it..so it is beautiful .)

.. so there, , " nested in "  but there is NO;   " penetration-of-anything-in -that rain-drop-though  " ..
( SO; that w a s,   t h e " b e a u t y , HAPPENiNG-in-there .. t h e r e ) ..

... beauty, happens, w i t h ,  " a MOVE " ; in the first, glance ..

.. " definition, o f BEAUty " , rehearsal :
..and although there are, " THiNGs ", there, , -and they can not, go into the other-
..b  u  t  they can, still, b   e, " n e s t e d ", i  n ,, (as i f, transparent, a phase, occurs ,, t h e r e..
.. maybe ; " Like i n Heaven " , but, o n, e a r t h,  ;that-transparency-happens,
..   in -&with-
,,  t  h e  ;  " T H i N G " ..

..i n my, opinion : i f these, " rain-drops " ; (with the influence of O2; and N2 ,, and air-as-a-thing,, ), would, drop on my, skin, ,
(although many other influences, a r e, included, i n ,
.. "  my, skin " ,,  , t  h  e  n , I WOULD; CALL; that, " RAiN-DROP ",
,,  t  h  e  " OBJECT; o  f ,  "  t h e ; BEAUity ..
.. when it TOUCHES; m y-skin..

..Y  e  s  , there has to b  e, a "  HEAVEN -situation " ,,
.. a n d , that;  "   BEAUity-S T A T E  "  ; o f the OBJECT-also,
..  4  that state, still reserves, ( can include )
,,   t  h  e ; " TRUE " IDENTiTiES; o f these, many-other-objects,  ..
..although, these " objects ", has 2 b  e,
"   OBJECTS-3dimensional-and-MASS-carrying; against-EMPTy-VOLUME o f " the ABSOLUTNESS o f the; ABSOLUTE-VOLUME, e X i s t a n c e .. )

p.s. absolute Volume, e x i s t s,  , because , there a  r  e;  " OBJECTs-that-carry-mass, and has 2 be 3-dimensional-and, that kill s ,  the free -dom--volume- , .. I predict ..

..  a  n  d  ,  B  E  A  U  T  y, H  a p p e n s ,  ; WHEN; that " Absolute-Volume " ,
can b   e, "  i   n,  t h e  OBJECT " ;  , ( b y the  means-of, these, -other-objects ..) ..

i f A Vagina can, b e-in a PEN i s,  then, that, i  s beautiful ..
; SO; I wouldn't  " DRAW; a PENis; " , a s art-freedom -constitutions, g i v e,s m e,
that, R i G  H  T  ..
.. so ,  b e a u t y, is on the , " L E F T ", side,,  -of the human-body-   .. ( I guess )  ..
..

ps2 :  "  m y writing style  "  , can be seen as, " freezing-my-water-molecules " ; with m y,
feelings, and thoughts ..

( or say in basketball,  I have given the shape, to these water molecules, o f , m i n e )

(in video-,  ;sound they give on these water-molecules; has, that, "sound- force " .. so
  " GEOMETRY-reduces "  , the, MATTER-FORMation .. ..-to save-water-structure--from that-f o r c e -
,, b u t,  "  SOUND o f;   feelings, and   thinking " ;  does not have, that;  , high-" f o r c e " ..of violence ..

ALTHOUGH-   "  ALPHABET has that-softened-GEOMETRY "
; letters has  t o, b  e ; softened, M O R E ;
 ,, b y; the , " suitable-feelings-and-thinkings " , ,
..  s  o, geometry, i n letters, can evolve, to, that;   " BEAUty-space ", , a l SO.
, , and beauty-can-feed,  OU R-SOULs-d i r e c t l y..
.. t  h  e   n,  .. ( I guess ) ..
( with-out-any-OBJECT, ..use .) ..


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Harry, all that time, I see, U'r writings, here, read them, also,,
but I think, " there is a filter, i n my; M i n d, so, I do not fallow, " political-indications ",, though .. sometimes, I tried, to find out,  , that;  " what is U'r political-standing ..
,, a r e U leftist, Rightist, o r, e.c.t.

...as I am; " H u m a n - body ", originated; an artist,
(placing human-body, in the middle of art-making-process.. )

( that i s, by every-kind of sports, and multi D O ing s; I make my; human-body-in-multi-layer s ..and I want these; " realm-b e ints, can WALK; in through-m e -MY-BODy,,
o n that; BODy-ROAD; I MAKE-ready, 4 , T H E M ..)

.. b  u  t , in  " political-art " ; , artists,  -w h o, MAKE-that-art-;
..  T h e y, are; not like me,.. ( they are not originated, 2 their, " human-bodies ", in the first-place )..  ..they are not " human ", " in the body " ; b u t, they become ,
...     " h u m a n ", in the;  m i n d .. -D ..

..  so they are,  after  " the STORiES  " ; o f  HUMAN-
-who are being-slaughtered, or, d e s t r o y e d ..
( what a contradiction..
.. I can b e; a " multi-human ",(in socialism-means, like sport-making-right-given,2me.. )
.. a n d, some capitalist-Brains-with less than, " o n e-body " ..
..take the " revenge " ; of being, lessened, bodies, a s;
they; " j u d g e " ; people,
,, " to -b e " ; more less, t h a n , they a r e ..
..S  O;  they plan- m a  s  s  a  c  r e   s,, o  n , " human-h e r d  s " ..
( or put ,obligations, o r pressure, o n, people, that has 2 , work, for their, lives .)
( so they, become, , m o r  e, " lost their-bodies " , and , their, " Ratios ", as they
work, more than ,they can, carry ..)
.. and capitalists; shall, say; that , they are,
MAKiNG;T h a t, for the, benefits, of, the " Brain-&Mind-existance " ,,
..i f some-one-is-after, the benefits, o f the; BRAiND; and M i n d,,
t h  e n ; I NAME; this, situation,  "  RiGHTiST " ..

..and  "  some   " ;  has to produce, all that " RATiO " ;
 of  "  ANONyMO' U S-RiGHTiST-TOTAL-BRAiN ",
and they are named, a s, " capitalists " ..
( so they will serve U; the anonymous-RATiO-also ..

..MY-POiNT; i s, thi s :
.. when talking, (if there is ), a " POLiTiCAL-art  ", then, i t, is a Dirty-THiNG-4-h u m a n ..
.. " massacre-on- h u m a n-body-J O B  " .. ( a MAKE; b y- these, RATiO-HOLDERs ..)
,, ,, of course, that; " massacre " ; i s   " an intent "  , and  " some "  can, try-2-MAKE-that ..PLAN; o n even, Human- b o d y ..
.. t h e y are free, to, EXPRiENCE; that ..
( and they will, f a c e, with the results, then..
( that, i s, some will eXperience to -kill-them-also-though ..or make something 2 them,also,
so they are too, f r e e, to MAKE; what they , t h i n k .., to these; RATiO; HOLDERs..)
( I am , a Liberal-thinker-at that, state,, ) ..
.. EVERY-BODY-c a n- MAKE;   ,anything,,

.. b  u t ; dirty-THiNG, i s, ; to step i n ART-F i e l d ,, and , AB USE;,, a  r  t -  additional-to that ; " massacre ", U have planed ..
( locate it, under-cover .. o f - a r t , F o r m s .. )

.. i f someone can, READ; o n l y ..( only education given, 2 him/her)
,, t h e n ; in a BUS; U can  s  e  e , him/her,,
" READiNG - EVERY-WRiTTEN-POSTERs; " , along t h e,  s t r e e t ..

so if he/she, did not know, how, to read; she/he, would, s t a  y,, unspoiled , by THESE-WRiTings ..  -and -THiNGs-

..   a s  they; (Writings-photographs- t h i n g- ) a  r  e , in  " political-art-posters " ,,
I    a  m;  " to READ ", i  s,  expected,, from,  m  e  ( as a pure-human-I a m ..)
..and ; " THESE-THiNGs-of -from-thePUBLiC " ; has 2 b e, established, (installed ), i n m  e ,,
(in2MY-BRAiN; a s  SO; ARTiST; has, M A D E ..it as SO..)
,,   ...  ,,,  first, (then, a r t-ıdea-can happen, in my -mind ..)

.. THAT i  s, ; ,same with WHAT;   , " A completely-A-CAPİTAList-Minded-f i g h t e r  " should, also, L i k e, 2 M  A  K  E;  , to , " still-h u m a n- b o d i e s " ..
( spoil-them-with all, these; PUBLiC-THiNGs; ,,and make more complex; structures, to install them, i n h u m a n-body-and -M i n d , with MORE-strenght, and, , more into deep, o f,  t h e ,
" h  u  m  a  n -body  " ..

H a r r y, I can not; understand, w h i c h,  S i d e, U ARE;  o  n ..
" HOW; can ; U  stand, b e h i n d;  that; " POLiTiCAL-art-MAKERs ..
.. as human, i  s   "   a very-difficult-state , to ESTABLİsh  "  ; and , i  t, i  s  " to easy ", to
SPOiL;  i   t ..
..how can U stand,  b e h i n d;  that;  " EAiSY-READy-M A D E ", a  r t ..
( M. DUCHAMP, must have to be, TURNiNG; in his, grave " ;
as these, happen, a s  art ..

.. M.Duchamp; had, only, tried, to help to those,  " n e w, century, ARTists " ,,
,, that they had to, PAY-attention; ; 2  that; " D e s i g n-of, the-art-i s-changing- b e d " ..
" now-engineers-are-designers; " ; and , " transfer-U'r-beeing-MASTER- ",
to the ; ARTists ..
.. " g e t , into,  t h  e s e,  " technical-DESiGNs  ", and, MAKE; m o r e-big, MiND-designs,
to swallow,  t  h e  m .. ", he said ..
.. b  u  t , that was,  A  b i g- M i s t a k e ..
.. SO;  "  art-A-WAY-from-humanity ", has been, , the ROAD;  , then, to POLiTiCiANs ..
...and " political-a c t  i  o n s "..

..i s " Political-art- " ; functioning, i n, POLiTiCAL- F i e l d ..
..i f U say YES; t h e n, .. i t, is, a POLiTiCAL-TOOL-then ..

.. only ; human-brain-and-Mind-and-political-RATiO; can;  M  A  K  E;  a  r t ,
on EARTH;   T  H  E  N ..
.. art, has to be, MADE; by; RATiO, and Mind,
..   then, " PUT;i t; into ; SOME-artificial-body-STRUCTURES ..  ..

although w e, all have , a ; "  EVOLUTiON-result-  ", A ;   "  h u m a n -body-structure  "  s.

..that is the WAY; o f, , rejecting-human-body- SiTUATiON ..
( but; capitalist BRAiN_BODiES; do not , need,their, human-bodies, also ..today ..
it is an additional-thing, that comes, WiTH-the-BRAiN ..
..i  f U purchase, a BRAiN-from-the ; G O D , also ..

.. wouldn't  G O D; also, a s k, U; ,
where is, the, SYMETRiC- " BODY-part " -of that- B r a i n ..
what have U done,  t  o ,  i  t  ..

..s o, "  socialist (&humanitive )-art -TODAY  "   ;
..has to   "  install-h u m a n-body  "  -into-   "   the, BODy-o f, the art  "   ..
..i  f U avoided, U'r BODY-out,,
U shall not;  SEE; anything,  a s   ART-there ..
( it is easy-they will say; if U do not give art,

to these Brain-based-people, w e , will, " install them, from EASiY-READY-MADE-ART-, i n t o;  t  h  e  m ,i,i EASİly-  t h e n , with these; " Political-art-artificial-THiNGs " ..

( especially, i f there, shall b e, contra, attack-tactics; , from, these, POLiCY-MAKERs ..)
,, to, t h e - h u m a n- b o d y ..
 , and, also,  "  human-based-&originated,, -art ..






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Harry, this "  GEORGE-GROSZ  ", ;  " T h i n g ", of U'r s, has an other, " trick "..

..i  f ; Grosz, has, touched, to these, " POLİTiCAL ", B O D i E S , of the, PUBLiC-Life,,
,,  t  h  e  n  ,  h  e, has ; BECOME-A-POLiTiCAL-OBJECT-,  t   o o  ,   t h e n ..

..and all  these, stories,( U say they are important) ,,
,,  and, , all these lawyer-and-Justice-L i t e r a t u r e,( SHiT;only-literature, or Cinema can , process) .. are,
all, at the ; " POLiTİACAL-S i d e  ", only ..
( and he used, his L i f e , 2 -produce-MATERiAL; 4 ; Literature-LAW-&CinemaLiterature ..
he was, a fighter, for art, b u t ,  " MADE-fall-in-A-SHiT-HALL; during >L i f e. " ..

..I  m e a n, artist has to MAKE; his, strategy-and-tactics, n o t; b e  " swallowed ", into,,
" other disciplines ",  .. ( Political-field-is-most -common though ..)..
,, t  h  e , simplest-WAY; to, AVOiD-the_TOUCH; ;  with these, F i E L D s;
 and DRAGG into these fields, then; ,,
i  s  to;  " MAKE-MULTi-U'r-human-B O D y ..

.. i f  they capture, one of U'r BODiES,  t h e n, U can; ;
, h i d e, in the OTHER, o n e ..

.. a n d, if, U'r art i  s, (a river), flowing continuously, inTHROUGH- U' multi-layered-Body,,
,,  t  h  e  n,  ;  " THE-THiNGs-of-THE-PUBLic; &PEOPLE; ,, has to, roll , i n t o ,
that ,  r i v e r , and ,, t   h   e   y ,  W i l  l  b e;  " STAMPED ", a s,,
F   O  R  M   S,  o  f;  ART'S,  t  h e n ..

..b u t, if art can not flow, i n U as a STRONG-River,, t h e n,
U will b  e, taken-out-from-U'r ART-river, and,
P U T;  U; (the Artist);
O  N  their,  PLATFORM;  a s ; an " ACTOR " , -as a foreigner -
,,  t  o  beg them,  t  o, PLAY-even,  t h e  r e, o  n their, PLATFORM .. -D

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..as Larry says, WHY; should , " STATE; USA) kill the artist,,.
(2-Harry) ..
" STATE o f A R T " ,, f e e d s,   t  h e  " S T A T E " of a country, I g e e s s ..too ..

( i f there is  " painting-of-t h e-art " ; on U'r WALL; then there, i s,
" S T A T E-itself " , o n U'r WALL, that; i s,    U can touch- " STATE " ;
 e v e n - with
NO-President, -the in-between- , ..

... i f U can b  e,  "  a h u m a n "  (that needs an effort-& labor,,also; )
( ,, b u t not labor, o f ,standing after " human-violations-rights " ,,
knowingly-&-or-unknowingly .. )
   -because, that will be, accepting, the violation-,   -as U touch it, also, too .. -
,, s e c o n d l y,,
,, a n d  "  that art on the WALL  " ; should-have, been made, i n , H u m a n - b o d y-Languge,, .. ( that has a human-body-state, also )

..s t i l l ,  "  the same, t h i n g " ; happens ..
Harry-
(U are, still giving,  "  same kind of, ExAMPLEs " ..  )
 .. "  GOD has TOUCHED; ,ADAM; with his, F i n g e r ,on Sistine Chapel-ceiling ..  " ..

..i n my country,  " people " , talk, very " d i r e c t "  ..
(also Turkish i s a direct-language they-say, to-be-used-in-ARMies-only.. as Persian-Language, i s only for, Literature ...and POEM ..)
,
..they should describe (translate) , that sentence, a s, ;
" God has,   " fu )J)k e d ", ADAM(MAN)..with his F i n g e r  "  ..
(I know, them, they should s a y, this,, if that is the sentence..)

( why should GOD; touch Adam, with his, finger,, ..D O E S GOD; have, finger, also, L i k e , man ..
..I prefer, " rain-drop " to t o u c h, h u m a n-skin .. ( as Susanne, does prefer ..too ..)
..and " rain-drop-is not,   " a FiNGER-F i g u r e "  , also .. ,,-D ..

.. i f GOD; had, touch, ADAM; with his, finger, than , believe  m e,
" I wouldn't have TOUCH; any-WOMAN; , " with my ; MiDDLE-Finger .. -that is t h e, pen is-
..so,
" F i g u r a t i O n ", is an essential-prblem, i n  " h u m a n- e t h i c-system .. ",
I can,  , think-of ..



..as an artist, U do not have , "  right " , "  to b e, with these " ,
" GOD-religion-ExECUTER-CREW; ; ,stories and ; with their,
"  illegal-F i g u r a t i o n s .."  (also, l e a k e d, in2 ,art, f i e l d .. ) ..

.. t h e y once, have,  " penetrated -i n  " ,  a  r  t, field,  a  s, some politicians, t e n d,,
2 step, i n , art,of TODAY ' s. also ..

..art has to b  e, " secular ", o  n  the F i r s t-state ..
( because a r t -&religion, has to be, different-establishments .. -4 human-kind-sake-
and  that establishment can not b e, achieved, b y,
, s o m e , " e a r l y -BORDER-passings " ; into , the,  a  r  t , " s e c t i o n " .. ) ..

I wouldn't  s a y , art;   -in the e n d-  , shouldn't come to these,
" genuine-religion-facts, "  a n d describe some,
"  religion-claimed, " T H i N G s-&Creatures, and, creating ..
..religiones, described, them, with " Writings ", (in religion-books ",,
..a  n  d , a r t,  will " PROVE-them " .. (on the ,field)

..but i f U are to prove something,,
U have to begin, f r o m,  " NO-WHERE;and from,,  NOTHiNG " ;  ..
i f it, (these-creatures, create ing s, and-Things ) , happens,  s t i l l, -in art-mediums-
then,  "  WriTTEN-religion " ,  w i ll,  b   e,  ; REAL; and, f a c t .  (also)
..and then,  "  because art has MADE; them-concrete " -under the sun-light,that time,,-
 , then, w e, can, enrich-our-WORLD;
with , i n c l u d i n g,  t h e m,  in,our, l i v e s ,  , a l s o .

"  ART; has 2 begin-from NO-WHERE; & f r o m ,  ...,,  N  O  t  h i n g  ,, .." ..
I remember, that was, the basic-sentence, "  i n teaching, art  " ;  -as a state-policy-
  in " high-schools " , ..USA. .in recent-years ..

 "  POLİTics-MADE  -art "  , or, ;   "   GOD-touched, human, s o, " F i G U R E ", has become- " ,kind of, " BORDER-passings ".,, has noting to DO; with,
,,,   " totally-h u m a n-based,  -a r t " .. " L A B O R " ..
..art has to begin, and c o m e, i n,through- h u m a n , only, i f,,
h u m a n i s, to,  M A K E (DO), i t . ..

..i f it is happening , "   i n the M i N D-&Brain-of HUMAN  " (as in contemporary-art )
.. n  o t, in human-body;  ,, ( brain i s not " human-body , it is, a  " Mirror-image ",in absolute volume) ..  (as mathematics, i s, not, science-itself ..)

..I am not underestimating-  " BRAiN-and-M i n d-&RATiO. "
. ..(and absolute-volume)
..h u m a n, body, i s MADE; o f ; ATOMs(MATTER)-in cells  ..
..and Brain;  "  i s responsible  " , from these, A t o m s, w  e, include, in our, cells ..-and in our-body)
..and that also,is a clue, ; that; w  e, can, c o v e r ;  that, F  i  e  l  d,  ALSO .. (in arts)

( so artist needs, that; " abstraction; even-thogh-politicians, have, -accelerated i t, once-as Harry, mentioned ..but that, shouldn't say, u s, " abstraction, i s not a , h u m a n Brain-function "  ..)

P r o b l e m ,  is,  ; BODY-&BRAİN; has 2 b  e, studied,  "  separately-&secularly  "  ..
..U have to study, U'r Human- b o d y, in sports (4 example) ,,(it creates, the symmetry ,though,also)
..and U must, study,  t  h  e  BRAiN_U-HAVE; o n l y, i n a  COMPUTER,,
( there, computer produces, e x t r a ;  " atomic-absolue-VOLUME; for OUR-art ..)
( because, o u r, human-cell-atoms, are, filled, by, o u r, soul ..also, and
art-Thing, has to evolve, i n , PURE-absolute-volume-, i f   ;  "  secular-is2be-art  "  ..


S  O; H a r r y, .U must have, -stuck- , o r KEPT; i n a n;  "  RATiO- e c l i p s e -  ",
( it is t h e, PUBLiC; -the MOON- .. that, come between, sun and , the world, and,
so, WORLD; U describe i  s, evenly-DARK; and Bright-at the same-T i m e..
,,   " all, t h e time "  .. -in an eclipse- also .
U; as an ,  artist ..
( but artist-MADE; i n school-also, and trying to exist, out here , i n the actual-F i e l d s ..
of real-life )
I imagine.. ( and predict ) ..

.. a n d, it, is  " w e l l,  "  of, U , U can, eXpress, i t, i n A ,very- " OPEN-M i n d   -e d l  y  " ..
U do not hide, anyTHiNG ..
..and open, any-SECRET; document, also ..
and   ; keep-open U'r eyes, and, ears, i n M e d i a-&TV, also ..)

..S  O;  w e, can observe, that; " E C L i P S E ", with our, bare-eyes,  -D .


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..I wouldn't say, ,  " m y L i f e  " ; " & MY-art-Life ", , -as an artist-,
 i s, NOT;  , in a " " ECLiPSE " ..   A  l  s  o ..
( a s every-genuine-artist, i s, i n that, situation, also ..)

( ALSO-ART-WORLD; and HUMAN-BODy; i s i n,  , an other-politically-" eclipse " ..)

..many reasons, 4 that,
.. ( are effective, o n , that ) .. ( first of all,  " especially "  ,,MAKing-t h e, " genuine ", a r t ",
-and still-staying,, in that country of art-
,, that MAKEs; t h e basic " shock ", to our, brains,  , -and so on our-bodies " ,,,, continuously ..still,,.... look at m   e .. I dungeon  " my-self  " , i n, " my-writings ", EVERY-Single- D A Y ..
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Tıina ,
.. a simple answer to these, questions,  , i  s :

I have , "  2 personalities  " .. basically..
..  o n  e , is, living in , every-day-life .. (social a person, like any-one-else . nearby ,,)
.. t h e OTHER-one, ,L i e s, in  ,my, writings ..
( earns i t's,  IDENTiTy, in deep-absolute .. )
( and also, m y, writings a r e,2 b e  "  BASE; t o , m  y, paintings, &my-art -Works  " ..)

..so " I play-in-life  " , in my social-roles,, 
 b  u  t,  then;  " be -g e n u i n e- m e ,  ", i n my; writings, and also,in painting and in ,dance,,of,   a r t' s.

( that i   s, ,  I know, I could not, L i v e , L i k e, an artist ( AS I WANT; 2 L i v e -art) ,,
i  f  I  w a s, 2; L i V E; i t,  "  as I became-an-artist-from-the-school, o f the; Public; and,  s t a t e " .. and then, try to please, every;  p e o p l e ..
,,gave these, ordered-taxes ..for schooling-also ..

M i n e,(my art adventure; ) , had to b  e, A   " JOURNEY; to NOWHER;E-adventure  " ; and, i n t o ,  the STARK ..o n l y,, ..
..and still,  i  s , so ..

.. when; I said, " e c l i p s e s " ,   ; for ,  myself, , 
.. let me give some examples .. 
 ...     ..  "  being a TURK ";  , in the first, place ..
( as " ATATURK "; the founder, of Turkish-republic, SAiD; 2 be,  ; so . 
(..  b e , A  TURK ) .. (that was an order, to Turkish-youth) 
...  that ; i s it a dungeon . 4-me.. N O; it is not ..

(although many, think being a Turk, is " dungeon ", to them ..
.. I have to confess, I w a s; educated, f i n e, by the republic, so
I could, make, my-self, " A; p u r e ;  TURK-modern .. " ..
( native TURKs; L i v e, in A s i a , though ..)

....as I MADE; myself, " A '  TURK  -thinking and writing-in-TURKiSH- ,,
( like U can talk-English, a l s o ..)
..it is a  " circle "  , a full moon, , that, captures, m  e, every day, b u t, "  not a DUNGEON " ..

..and also, I have many; eclipses-, like art s, sport s, ,that I am to,  D O; every-day ..
,,  as they, also, " take me into custody " ,,
,, I wouldn't say, they w e r e , dungeons ..
.. they multi-body, m e..


..O.K . why my art is  "  in, d u n g i o n  "  ..
.. because, I can not stop, making art ..(that is I am a WORKa-HOLic; not an ALCHOLiC ..)
,so, I can not have time, to, even, show, them,(paintings)   , to any-body ..
..even I can not; see, them, because, 5000, paintings, are in a ROOM, ..
.. t h e y, are, in  a " dungion ",   ; (my-art), t h e n ..

.. I w a s, not living, i n a country,I LiKED; ,, 2 Live-i n,, , when I was, making-my-art ..
..SO; m y colors, my soul, my spirit, my-flesh and bones, WERE, f r e e, to , go and L i v e, in their, country, 
-T h e, L a n d, o  f  a r t, as a country- ,,
..  b  u  t  , my flesh and bones, had to work, i n the M i n e ..
..S  O; I am , i n , dungion.. (  sometimes, I think, I have to go &-find, o u t, the country,  w h e r e,  m y; paintings, have g o n e .. what i s the temperature , o f my colors,, where do they, feel,  ; they are at, home, , 
..I like,, c o l d, and snow, and i c e, for example .. ..( more then, hot places ..) ..
..in short- I do not know, which country,   ; my, a r t, i s, for, 
and where, does m y, art- breath ..i  n fact ..
..s  o, I have to fallow, m y-art (AT-LEAST), to find out, the country, of, my soul, and spirit .
.. L  e   t, HORSE;  f r e e, it will find, where,  rider-lives ..

...an other ; " dungeon " ..
..as I am married, to " WOMAN " ; i n, 1984, , that is an other, " eclipse "..
..(   b  u  t , " WOMAN ", is ; NOT; dungion, t  o  , m e  ) ..never ..
,, .. i  t  i  s, a  MUST; 4 -art-also .. and, if I could; ; NOT; ;; ENLARGED; MYSELF-with a WOMAN  " ; , then, I should not, make, "  a r t,-G e n u e n e " ..
..genuine art, need,U-b e , both a male a female, an object ..
..and U'r brain has to ENLARGE(extend) ; 2X; w i t h , a n other-Brain(WOMAN) beside, U ..

.. I was to urge her, to write like m e, , paint, i n my-style, e.c.t.
..and   s h  e , did these, all ..
..( because I had to see, m y, STYLES-FEMALE- , v e r s i o n s ..
..i  f  I  w a s , 2  b   e,  a  WOMAN,..
... or, what are, the " female-BODY-; transcriptions-origin-shapes- ", i n my; art ..
.. s h e, did, these, .. b u t, then, s h e, had to, work, for, our-lives, she is a doctor ..

..then, these, days, she came to that, 53 age,, and, I did not sell, a painting ..
..she sats, " art-itself-is-a-dungion-and she does not, want to i n c l u d e ,  i  n, anymore ..
.. as I talk her, I found out THAT; I am , living in a " ART-FETUS  " ..
.. I am a FEMALE-art, that; has to , " give-girt ", continuously ..
.. "   I am , a n ALiEN  " ; came 2 EARTH; to,, M A K E; 5000-FETUS-of-art-births ..
.. I have had, excluded, her, from being a  " tiny-Female-of-Earth-also "  ..
..artr-has -MADSE; that ..she,says.. and as I LOOK; into m e, I find o u t, that ..
..I  w  a   s, ADORED; m y,  s e l f, 2 -art-in -the-first-Place ..
..that is, I  w a s, ;  " A MONSTER ", as Lady-Gaga describes, i n the clib ..

..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV1FrqwZyKw

.. Turkey, is a  "  to-many-CULTUREs -Mixed-in- -in much-versions  " , a country ..
( as w e, walk through, Middle Asia, to Anatolia, ; w e, were tests to both ARABs; and PERSiANs .. there are many words, from them, still i n our; L a n g u a g e ..
..S  O; I am; ; surely, " NOT-with-any-SiMPLE--IDENTiTy " ..
.. this is not, my choose .. 
..and as I made, A GATE; (as  TURK-identity)  ,ALL; these-coultural-IDENTiTiES; has to WALK-inthrough .. or slide, o u t, of that, G A T E ..
..I am not " in short ", -any-time- with the, inspirations ..
..they pass, in through m e,as I eXpress-them-out; in2  "  the, W O R L D  " ..
S  O; 2 say ,,
,, i t took, my; 40 years, to , " give-birth ", to all these, t h i n g s .. -of art- ..

..so my wife, ; PUT; ME; i n that; " DUNGiON ", of, M i n e ..
.and she is, L i v i n g, her; l i f e ,, ; and she gave m e, an other, 60 000 Dollars,,
and said, ; NOW; U ;  " OPEN U'r A R T " ; to , the WORLD  " ;  "  and then, pay m  e, back, 
t  h  e  s  e ; " 3 houses ", U sold for , that -beautyful-art,, U; CREATED ..
( so; U put, my; Beauty-also, i n them ..meantime ..  )
.. b u t, she, WAS; to, B  E;  
....MY-arts-FEMALE-S İ D E ; in the beginning,and after ..;   ;   that was the, d e a l ..
.. t h e n, she turned, into a sponsor,  on m y, a r t ..
 " W H E R E; is That; L A D Y-n e a r, m e, and MY; a r t ..  " 
.. that is the main -shock-my-Mind-is-Living-these-days- I-G u e s s..
..and U can not; give ORDERs; to U'r subconscious, , i n a day, or a year ..

..m y life story, o r the STORiES; i n MY-ART-ADVENTURE; are, endless-love,,
I can, predict ..and I will, burn, them, as I understand, I came to the , e n d ..
J u s t, L i k e, there is a rumor ; about; KAFKA ..
...h e tells, his friend, to fire that; stove, a s, he , goes-out ..
says, room has been a little-cold, as Kafka, i s near death,, in the bed ..
.. friend, fires, the match, and, then, recognizes, that, they were, his, latest,
written-texts..

Tıina, now, U know, how, I am,  "  i  n-A- dungeon ,, ..
..(  i  t accumulated, i  n, years  )  ..; ; ..
.. and it is time for ,  m  e, to;  " BUiLD-my-ART-OUTSide " , i f worths, i  t ..
I am on; " writing-tours-in-internet " .., to s e e , if it, really-WORTH; to, 
" BUiLD-that-art- STORAGE-of ; M i n e .. " 

..as my wife-has-left-the-PLACE-NEAR;  m e ,, >L o n g ago, 
I MADE;  m  y; " FEMALE ", side, also, happen, i n my, art ..
in the absence o f, "  that;  WOMAN " ..
.. U are a WOMAN;  s  o  .. and, U can see, that; " WOMAN-SiDE " ; i n my; WORKs ..
I think ..
.. if U think-U could, -or would Like) to ; have-M A K E; these ,paintings,  a l s o ,,
then; U were ; MADE; for that;  " ORBiT ", I can ,  s a y .

..U say; U are in a project, with Susanne, ..
..  b  u  t , there is a " PROJECT ", h  e  r  e ,  i n  my; " ART-BUSSiNESS " , also ..
..a  s  U  W E R E;  i  n, i   t, " SOMHOW ", -although U didn't know, U were in it " ..
.. and, i t, leasts,  40 years . O N ..

..so  "  if I said, 2 U "  ; , U were, in an art; project-when, U were, i n U'r ,, ten,, (10) ..
,, and it has been,  " mature-a-project " .., while, U were, living an; other, life,,i n an OTHER; 
country ,, " passing-T i m e ", with, some, art-projects- that-was-given-2U ..from school.. 
.. t h e n; a ; " WHiTE-Horse-prince-came-and- offered, U  "  AN-Universal-LOVE-STORy.."
that has been, alREADy-Lived ..
( b u t, has to b e, MADE; for REAL-BUSSiness-ARCHiTECTURiNG ..
.. " SHOULD THAT; HAPPEN-in-A-FAiRY TALE .. " 
,, & e v e n ,TOLD;  i n ; NORHTERN-starky-and -colory-winter-nights; o f t h e F i N L A N D .. -D ..

U M A D E; m e, feel L i k e..that ..
( as U could, come, NEAR-m e,, (or my ART ),, 
 ,, " THAT M U C H " ; ,,   ,,  as if, w e, both are, L E F T; i n ,,  a " SNOWy-Finland-night " ..

.. I would, s a y, ( to be polite) ; our, arts, a r e ,  ; 2 b e, that;  n e a r .. -D ..
..as I saw, U do not; DRAW;   " figure s  " , also ..


p.s.. as a n answer to U'r;   " TV-not ON "  ..
.. it seems, U MADE-preparations, (and rehearsals ) 
 ;  "   TO; V i e W-art-WORLD  " ;  and, WATCH-people-there,, as i f   ;
"  they are, in A; , TV; also "  ..
..but   " 4 that; TV-or STAGE; of-ART-proffesionals  " , U may need, a ; BiGGER-SCREEAN;
or  "  a theatre-stage " ,,  I , g u e s s ..
..and a more-big-art-PROJECT .. ( CO-venture ..), also .


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 Tıina ,
.. a simple answer to these, questions,  , i  s :

I have , "  2 personalities  " .. basically..
..  o n  e , is, living in ,   " every-day-life "  .. (social a person, like any-one-else . nearby ,,)
.. t h e OTHER-one, ,L i e s, in  ,my, writings ..
( earns i t's,   " IDENTiTy  " , in deep-absolute .. )
( and also, m y, writings a r e,2 b e  "  BASE; t o , m  y, paintings, &my-art -Works  " ..)

..so " I play-in-life  " , in my social-roles,, 
 b  u  t,  then;  " be -g e n u i n e- m e ,  ", i n my; writings, and also,in painting and in ,dance,,of,   a r t' s.

( that i   s, ,  because , I know, I could not, L i v e , L i k e, an artist 
( AS I WANT; 2 L i v e -art, a s ,, ) ,,
..    "  i  f  I  w a s, 2; L i V E; i t,  "  as I became-an-artist-from-the-school, o f the; Public; and,  s t a t e  .. and then, try to please, every;  p e o p l e ..
,,gave these, ordered-taxes ..for schooling-also ..so, ı have to please, them..all ..

M i n e,(my art adventure; ) , had to b  e, A   " JOURNEY; to NOWHER;E "  -adventure   ; and, i n t o ,  the STARK ..o n l y,, ..
..and still,  i  s , so ..

.. when; I said, " e c l i p s e s " ,   ; for ,  myself, , 
.. let me give some examples .. 
 ...     ..  "  being a TURK ";  , in the first, place ..
( as " ATATÜRK ";  -the founder, of Turkish-republic- ,  " SAiD; 2 be " ,  ; so . 
(..  b e , A  TURK ) .. (that was an order, to Turkish-youth) 
...  that ; i s it a dungeon . 4-me..   .. N O; it is not ..

(although many, think; TODAY; ,"  being a Turk " , is 2BE-PUT; in, " dungeon ", to them ..
.. I have to confess, I w a s; educated, w e l l , , by the republic, so
I could, make, my-self, " A; p u r e ;  TURK-modern .. " ..
( also,  " native TURKs " ; L i v e, in A s i a , though ..)

....as I MADE; myself, " A '  TURK  -thinking and writing-in-TURKiSH- ,,
( like U can talk-English, a l s o ..)
..it is a  " circle "  ,  "  a full moon  " , , that, captures, m  e, every day, b u t, "  not a DUNGEON " .. also ..

..and also, I have many; eclipses-, like art s, sport s, ,that I am to,  D O; every-day ..
,,  as they, also, " take me into custody " ,,  ..  (  the way that I live & belive-them, a s ) ..
,, I wouldn't say, they w e r e , dungeons .. still ..
.. they; MAKE  " m e ; "  multi-bodied " ....


..O.K . why my art is  ,  ; "  in, d u n g i o n  "  ..2ME.
.. because, I can not stop, making art ..(that is I am a WORKa-HOLic; not an ALCHOLiC ..)
,so, I can not have time, to, even, show, them,(paintings)   , to any-body ..
..even I can not; see, them, because, 5000, paintings, are in a ROOM, ..on and on ..
.. t h e y, are, in  a " dungion ",   ; (my-art), t h e n ..

.. I w a s, not living, i n a country, " I LiKED; ,, 2 Live-i n " ,, , when I was, making-my-these-art .. ( at least-my-soul-was not, in my-country .. )
..SO;   "  m y colors, my soul, my spirit, my-flesh and bones  " , WERE, f r e e, to , go and L i v e, in their, country,  a s  ;    ,a   r   t,  w a s 2 , f r e e,  t  h  e  m ..
,, in my Doings ..

-T h e, L a n d, o  f  a r t,   ; as a country ,,in paint ,and Alphabet,, and sound ..- ,,
..  b  u  t  , my flesh and bones, had to work, i n the ,  " art-M i n e "  ..

..S  O; I am , i n , dungion.. 
(  sometimes, I think, I have to go &-find, o u t, the country,  w h e r e, 
 m y; paintings, have g o n e ..long, a g o ..
..  what i s the temperature , o f my colors,,-in my-paintings- 
 where do they, feel,  ; they are at, home, , and a c t, freely-there ,,

..I personally-like,, c o l d, and snow, and i c e, for example ..
 ..( more then, hot places ..) ..
..in short- I do not know, which country,   ; my, a r t, i s, for, (4) ..
and where, does m y, art- breath ..,, i  n fact, and REALity .. ..
..s  o,  "   I have to fallow, m y-art (AT-LEAST), to find out, the country, of, my soul, and spirit "   .
.. L  e   t, HORSE;  f r e e, it will find, where,  rider-lives ..

...an other ; " dungeon " ..
..as I am married, to " WOMAN " ; since, , 1984, , that is an other, " eclipse "..
..(   b  u  t , " WOMAN ", is ; NOT; dungion, t  o  , m e  ) ,, also ..
,, .. i  t  i  s, a  MUST; 4 -art-also .. and, if I could; ; NOT; ;;
  " ENLARGED; MYSELF-with a WOMAN  " ; , 
then, I should not, make, "  a r t,-G e n u e n e " ..

..genuine art, need,artist-b e , both in  " a male a female-nature-UNiSEX,, " , an object ..
..and U'r brain has to   ;  ENLARGE(extend) ; 2X; w i t h , 
.. a n other-Brain(WOMAN);  ;  beside, U ..

.. I was to urge her, to write like m e, , paint,DRAW;  i n my-style, e.c.t.
( as she was, my father's school-friend's daughter ..
I could, demand, t h e s e ) ..
..and   s h  e , did these, all ..
..( because I had to see, m y,  " STYLES-FEMALE-   " , v e r s i o n  ..
.. ( i  f  I  w a s ,NOT; t o b e;  ,  a  WOMAN,.. a l s o  )  ..
... or, what are, the " female-BODY-; transcriptions-&original-shapes- ", i n my; art-style ..
.. s h e, did, these, .. b u t, then, s h e, had to, work, for, our-lives,   ; she is a doctor ..also.

..then, these, days, (LAST 3 years) as she came to that, 53 age,, and, I did not sell, a painting ..t h o u g h ,,.. 
( NO; Money-NO-social-Life-as-a-n-artist ,, .. only, a -Dungeoned-art-Fetus- .. I am,.. )
..she says, " art-itself-is-a-dungion-and she does not, want to i n c l u d e ,  i  n, anymore "  .
..at last ...
.. as I talked, to her, after that,, , I ALSO; found out;  THAT; I am , living in as a  " ART-FETUS  " , -s t a t e ....

.. I am also, a "  FEMALE-of-art-THiNG " ;  (LOCATED; i n ME; COMPLETELY ) ,,
 , that; has to , " give-birth ", &continuously . ..
.. ( s  o, 30 yeras in, art-WORK; and -production-factory ...give stat result )

.. "   I am , a n ALiEN  " ; came 2 EARTH; to,, M A K E; 5000-FETUS-of-art-births ..
it seems ..
.. I have had, excluded, her,   ; from being a  " tiny-Female-of-Earth-also "  ..
..art-has -MADE; that ..also .. she,says.. and as I LOOK; into m e, I find o u t, that ..
.. "  I  H A D;  , ADORED; m y,  s e l f, 2 -art   "  ;  -in -the-first-Place ..
..that  w a s, I  w a s , MARRiED; 2 , the -ART-thing..
..before, I MARRiED; a , WOMA N..
..that is, I  w a s, ;  " A MONSTER ", as Lady-Gaga describes, i n the clib ..

..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV1FrqwZyKw

.. Turkey, is a  "  to-many-CULTUREs -Mixed-in- -in much-versions  " , a country ..
( as w e,WALKED;  , through, Middle Asia, to Anatolia, ; w e, were guests to both ARABs; and PERSiANs ..  ( there are many words, from them, still i n our; L a n g u a g e  ) ..
..S  O; I am; ; surely, " NOT-with-any-SiMPLE--IDENTiTy " ..
.. a n OPEN-STEADY-STATE-BRAiN-I-o p e r a t e .. every-day ..

.. this is not, "  my choice " .. 
..and as I made, A GATE; (as A TURK-identity)  ,ALL; these-coultural-IDENTiTiES; (or cultures) ,  has to WALK-inthrough .. or slide, o u t, of that, G A T E ..
..I am not " in short ", -any-time- with the, inspirations ..
..they pass, in through m e,as I eXpress-them-out; in2  "  the, W O R L D  " ..
S  O; 2 say ,,
,, i t took, my; 40 years, to , " give-birth ", to all these, t h i n g s .. of History-&-of art- ..

..so my wife, ; "  PUT; ME; "  i n that; " DUNGiON ", of, M i n e ..
.and she is, L i v i n g, her; l i f e ,, ; and she gave m e, an other, 60 000 Dollars,,
..  and said, ; NOW; U ;  " OPEN U'r A R T " ; to , the WORLD  " ;  "  and then, pay m  e, back, 
t  h  e  s  e ; " 3 houses ", U sold for , that -beautyful-art,, U; CREATED  " in a fine-mood ....
( so; U put, my; Beauty-also, i n them ..meantime ..s h e m e a n t, I guess..)   )

.. b u t,( as a defense, e v i d e n c e ; ; ) I am 2 say; 
,,   she, WAS; to, B  E;  
....  " MY-arts-FEMALE-inS İ D E  "  ;  , in the beginning,and afterWARDs ..;  
 ;   that was the, d e a l .., and agreement, in-between-2-individual ..in 1984 .

.. t h e n, she turned, into a sponsor,  on m y, a r t ..
 " W H E R E; is That; L A D Y-n e a r, m e, and inMY; a r t ..  " 
.. that is the main -shock-my-Mind-is-Living-these-days-   ..I-G u e s s..
..(  a s I am;  2 GO-O U T; of My-Subconscious ..into real-public-AREA, realities..)
..  (  and U can not; give ORDERs; to U'r subconscious, , i n a day, or a year .. )

..m y life story, o r the   "  STORiES; i n MY-ART-ADVENTURE  " ; are, in  " endless-love ",MODE; I guess.. ,
..&I can, predict ..and I will, burn,(My-Paintings)  them, as I shall,  understand, 
" I came to the  "  , e n d ..
J u s t, L i k e,  "  there is a rumor ; about; KAFKA  " ..saying ..
...h e tells, his friend, to fire that; stove, a s, he , goes-out ..
..  says,  "  room has been a little-cold  " , as Kafka, i s near death,, in the bed, in his room .. ..
.. friend, fires, the match, and, then, recognizes, that, they were, his, latest,
written-texts..

Tıina,, that i s;  ; , how, I am,  "  i  n-A- dungeon ,,  "  ..W i T H;  MY-SELF ..
..(  i  t accumulated, i  n, years  )  ..; ; ..
.. and it is time for ,  m  e, to;  " BUiLD-my-ART-OUT-DOORs " , i f it,  " worths, i  t " ..
I am on; " writing-tours-in-internet " ( for 3 years, I remember) .., to s e e , if it, really-WORTH; to, 
" BUiLD-that-art- STORAGE-of ; M i n e .. " , i n REAL-L i f e, of, t h e, PUBLics, o r, t h e, p e o p l e ..  ( where,  -in which-country- , people, should l i k e, to, look, a t, them,, ) 

..as my wife-has-left-the-PLACE-NEAR;  m e with art; ,, >L o n g ago, 
I MADE;  m  y; " FEMALE ", side, also, happen, i n my, art ..
...  " by all , m y, BODY-means  " ..
in the absence o f, "  that;  WOMAN " ..
( I think, it was to b e, as SO ..art has to b e, a action, in the stark ..)

..SO;  U are a WOMAN;  ,s  o  .. and, U can see, that; " WOMAN-SiDE " ; i n my; WORKs ..
I think ..
.. if U think-U could, ( or ANY-WOMAN ) ;  " have-also-would Like to b e; "   ;  
" M A D E; these ,paintings  " , o f ;  m i n e ,,  a l s o ,, (with-m e ) ,, 
then; U were ;" in that ORBiT " ;  &MADE;T H E M; in U'r; " PARALLEL-Universe-L i f e-T i m e .. " 


..  s  o, , there is a " PROJECT ", h  e  r  e ,  i n  my; " ART-BUSSiNESS-in -building " , also ..
..
.. and, i t, leasts,  40 years . &O N ..

..so  "  if I said, 2 U "  ; , U were, in an art; project-when, U were, i n U'r ,, ten,, (10) ..
.. would it not, b e; " FORTUNE; , M A D E;  A  T h i n g ..
..if U belive , i n, F u r t u n e ..
.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BGwEulYs8c
( I (my-thinking) , always lived, i n, and UNDER; ,, " BELL-GLASSES  " of the arts .... ) 


,, and it has been,  " mature-a-project " ..,  
.. as,  " that; WOMAN- w a s, , living  i  n  an; other, life,,i n an OTHER; 
country ,, " 

( I can write-  " ENDLESS-love-stories " , to even,  " future-time  " ,
begun i n the lived-past.. -D )
( am I a ;  "insane, in that; s e n c e ..)

...passing-T i m e ", with, some,  " art-projects- that-was-given ..from school-of art  " .. 
.. t h e n; a ; " WHiTE-Horse-prince-came-and- offered, U  "  AN-Universal-LOVE-STORy.."
that has been,  "  alREADy-planed, 4 the FUTURE .."   ..

( b u t, has to b e, MADE; 4- REAL-as  a -BUSSiness-ARCHiTECTURiNG-in action  ..
.. " SHOULD THAT; HAPPEN-in-A-FAiRY TALE .. " , a l s o ..
....    ,, & e v e n ,TOLD;  i n ; NORHTERN-starky-and -colory-winter-nights; o f t h e F i N L A N D .. -D ..

( U M A D E; m e, feel L i k e..that  )  ..
 ( as NORTHERN-Lights-in-color-happen, i n u'r country, a l s o, I guess ..) 

..( as U could, come, NEAR-m e,, (or my ART ),, 
 ,, " THAT M U C H " ; ,,   ,,  as if, w e, both are,
.. L E F T; i n2 ,,  a " SNOWy-Finland-night " .. i n the cold ..

.. I would, s a y, ( to be polite) ; our, arts, a r e ,  ; 2 b e, that;   " n e a r  " .. -D ..
..as I saw, U do not;   ;  " DRAW;    figure s  " , also ..


p.s.. as a n answer to U'r;   " TV-not ON "  ..
.. it seems, U MADE-preparations, (and rehearsals ) 
 ;  "   TO; V i e W-art-WORLD  " ;  and, WATCH-people-there,, 
as i f   ;
"  they w e r e  "  ,  " , in A; , TV; also "  ..

..but   " 4 that " ; TV-  " or STAGE; of-ART-proffesionals  " , U may need, a ; BiGGER-SCREEAN;, ( I guess) 
or  "  a theatre-stage " ,,  I , g u e s s ..
..and   "  more-big-art-PROJECTs  ",  .. as , ( CO-venture   s..), also .  -D .

... forgive m e, if,  " included i n ", uninvited .. l    y, ..
( remember I still, l i v e, in, dreamy-bell-glass-HOUSES " .. 4-REAL .. )


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.. this, w a s,  " my- Turkish-AiR; breathed 4 40 years ..    " 
( p  u   t,  -in the JAR- ..;  h e r e ..   .. ( put in Jar-by m e, ,in that Writing ..above ..) 
 AS  w e breath- , too, m u c h,  " USA-AiR " ,,   ,i n, here..
(thanks, to Harry  ..) 

,,  that has 2 b e,, a  " a i r-CHANGE ", 4, U ALL;  I  H O P E ..
..(   as designed, i n; production, o  f,   " TURKEY-&FiNLAND " ;  "  MODE  " ;  , &" M i X e d- A i R , .. m o l e c u l e  s ..  ...   ..from-t h e ,  2 countries..
( MADE; i n EUROPE ) ..



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..T ıi n a, last 2 part; T i t u s, told, U these, all .. (not, m e ) ..
( I think, I can play-T i t u s, also . after all, t h e s e, time ..)
..it, is U'r turn, T i t u s ..
..are U there ..

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Larry, that " ceiling " U mentioned, has fallen, long, ago ..W  h  e  n, " T i t a n  i c " sunk .. -D.

(remember Cameron's 13 Oscar, film .. when water entered,  "  the big saloon-of Titanic " , all poor-people  w e r  e , FLY-ing; i n the WATER; as they were, i n, heaven,, (as, i f; ONCE; they were, forced 2 b e, p u t, ONTO;  Sistine-Chappel-Ceiling, as they should, f l y ..ONE-day ..)
... "  that time "  , "   reality-sculpture -genuine-h u m a n- bodies "  ,   w e r  e,  "  HAPPENing " ,,U P -THERE;  i  n   , that, WATER-filled,
,,, mobil-floating SALOON; o   f, t  h  e ; R i C  H ..

.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvBQRZRZbVc
.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCy5WQ9S4c0..


I am; with t h e " OWN ing " b u t, individually .. ( not; ANONyMOUS ..in PUBLiC-bog ..)
( I believe also, there has to b e, bog-flovers; will-BLOOM;   ,i n PUBLiC ..)
I wouldn't l i v e, i f I couldn't " OWN ", anything, I guess ..

(there can b e,  " t h i n g s,in general-USE " , as socialism-offers, b u t, then again,, I can not, L i v e ,if I can not; O W N .. )

( look at m  e; I am happy to OWN; all m y, paintings, never, gave them, to the RiCH; & t h e, poor .. ( my paintings, a r e, what I wanted, 2 OWN-only,i n fact ) ..
( I thought, NO-one, might have collect the things that I want from that heaven, o f, m i n e ..
..e v e n i f,  ; I  WERE; a R i c h, man, Iwouldnt by, t h o s e -D ..)

 .. -art has be, progressed, to b e; "in capitalist-trade-MODEs-
,,  b e f o r e , they will  b  e, sever, to those, p e o p l e ,,
,, w h e r e WE; don't know, where they COME; f r o m ..
(as told, in Betales song,  " ELONOR-Rig by     "  ..

L a r r y,, there is a favorite song, in RADiO s, these tays ..( some like to see, it, in TV-clibs-though , still o n    "   Titanic's-WATER-Liquid-cristal-SCREENs  "  ..

.. where, he sings, " CEiLiNG; i s to   " HOLD; U  S  "  ,,  ( in case,  w e will, "  FLY-high  " ..)
.. t h i s, T i m e, they HOLD; their, feet-ON-THE-FLOOR .. ( in the graund, though .. ) ..
.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zNSgSzhBfM

Larry-that -ceiling will never, ever, fall dawn.. it will rise-up, where it has fallen,  , from .
.. " sculpture is, the ENEMy-of,  t h e " painting,,-the 2-dimensional-a-thing " ..
..( that is the basic-thing-to, r e me m b e r,
i n fundamental-thinking, o f an artist, .. ..-D)
,, t i l l, that; " revolution, o f   "  EMPTY-SPACEs  "  -free-from-sculptures-   ........

( it is the goal of IDEAL-capitalism, I guess,, i n fact ..)

........  -but free for human, a s he/she, can just walk-by, and    " c a n- EMPTy; that ROOM " ,  -or saloon- ..
..a s  " BUDHHa i s t-Monks  " , MAKE; i n,  t h e i r, " LOCATiON " ..

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Larry, that " ceiling " U mentioned, has fallen, long, ago ..W  h  e  n, " T i t a n  i c " sunk .. -D.

(remember Cameron's 13 Oscar, film .. when water entered,  "  the big saloon-of Titanic " , all poor-people  w e r  e , "  FLY-ing; i n the WATER " ; -drowned-    &prisoned in2 that saloon of the rich- ..
...as they were, f l y i n g ;  i n, t  h e  , heaven,, (as, w a s,  ONCE; Michael'angelo , was FORCED; 2 install the V i S i O N;(of that-day),   ONTO;  Sistine-Chappel-Ceiling, as they should, f l y , t h e r  e , alWays ....  -ONE-day- , but facts do not fit, what is planed, in the M i n d  S .. ..)

... "  that time "  , "   reality-MADE-sculpture   "  -genuine h u m a n- bodies-  ,of the GOD's  ,   w e r  e,  "  HAPPENing " ,,U P -THERE;  i  n   , that,   "  WATER-filled, e m p t y-non gravity-SPACE " .. (long before, space-shuttle; of the Soviet-elites ..  ..)
,,,   " mobil-floating SALOON; o   f, t  h  e ; R i C  H  " .. (GOD,  s a v e, THE-PUBLiC " .. -D )

.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvBQRZRZbVc
.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCy5WQ9S4c0..


I am; with t h e " OWN ing " b u t, individually .. ( not; ANONyMOUS ..in PUBLiC-bog ..)
( I believe also, there has to b e, bog-flovers; will-BLOOM;   ,i n PUBLiC-Holicism ,then ..)

I wouldn't l i v e, i f I couldn't " OWN ", anything, I guess ..

(there can b e,  " t h i n g s,in general-USE " , as socialism-offers, b u t, then again,, I can not, L i v e ,if I can not; O W N .. )

( look at m  e; I am happy to OWN; all m y, paintings, never, gave them,  " to the RiCH; & t h e, poor "  ..
..I can paint 20-canvas in an hour ..
so , I could, give them 2the poor, 10 Dollars, each ..
..but then " the-MARKET-BUiLDERs ", should shoot, me, because o f,
" DAMPiNG " ..
.. RAW-art-Material-real-price; i s, 10 Dollars-each ..
..on-bristol-cartoon-with acrylic-paint, 2 Dollars, for, the material-cost ..
..then, 8 Dolars-each, to the artist ..
8X20 = 160 Dolars a day, 30X160 = 4800 Dollars, a month ..4the-artist's-pocket ..
. t h e s e , are, socialist-theory-base-of -art ..
( so art -g e n u i n e, can b  e, " installed-in-the-paint " ,
then, , that RAW-WORK; o f art; has to be ; b e PUT; in PROCESS-of-ART-PROFESSiONALs .. ( all, these, MiDDLE-A R E A -people, that are included, i n arts ..).in
contemporary-Times ..
S o c i a l i  s m, first, i n art ,, ( give-h u m a n-artist-mades, to the-H U M A N; first ,in low
prices, then, they will own, the further, process,, ,, t h e n,,
as they CHOSE, bought,  , the RAW-art .
..so they are, located, in art-also ..
..and they own, the artists- WORK-& h u m a n- body, of the artist ..
..remember,, Capitalism + socialism = Globalism ..

( on the OTHER-HAND; ..
if I am an; ELiTE ; t h o u g h .. ?
...   my paintings, a r e, what I wanted,  "  2 OWN-only "  ,i n fact ) ..
( I thought, NO-one, might have collect these- things , that I should, want
from
..  that   " heaven, o f, m i n e "  ..
..e v e n i f,  ; I  WERE; a R i c h, man, I wouldnt buy, t h o s e -D ..
MONEY-in-fact-not that; strong, -D ..
..I MADE; money, to buy, our family-TV; -TV new came to Turkey-
as I was playing child-roles, in famous-Operas, i n OERA-HOUSE-in-ANKARA ..
when I was, 12 ..
..so I know; well, what money can, and ;  " CAN NOT "  b   u  y ..) )


 .. -art has be, progressed, to b e; "in capitalist-trade-MODEs-
,,  b e f o r e , they will  b  e, sever, to those, p e o p l e ,,
,, w h e r e WE; don't know, where they COME; f r o m ..
(as told, in Betales song,  " ELONOR-Rig by     "  ..

L a r r y,, there is a favorite song, in RADiO s, these tays ..( some like to see, it, in TV-clibs-though , still o n    "   Titanic's-WATER-Liquid-cristal-SCREENs  "  ..

.. where, he sings, " CEiLiNG; i s to   " HOLD; U  S  "  ,,  ( in case,  w e will, "  FLY-high  " ..)
.. t h i s, T i m e, they HOLD; their, feet-ON-THE-FLOOR .. ( in the graund, though .. ) ..
.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zNSgSzhBfM

Larry-that -ceiling will never, ever, fall dawn.. it will rise-up, where it has fallen,  , from .
.. " sculpture is, the ENEMy-of,  t h e " painting,,-the 2-dimensional-a-thing " ..
..( that is the basic-thing-to, r e me m b e r,
i n fundamental-thinking, o f an artist, .. ..-D)
,, t i l l, that; " revolution, o f   "  EMPTY-SPACEs  "  -free-from-sculptures-   ........

( it is the goal of IDEAL-capitalism, I guess,, i n fact ..)

........  -but free for human, a s he/she, can just walk-by, and    " c a n- EMPTy; that ROOM " ,  -or saloon- ..
..a s  " BUDHHa i s t-Monks  " , MAKE; i n,  t h e i r, " LOCATiON " ..

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Titus,, it is obvious, U can not, read my, " stuff "..

..because, I am " sucKing ", TiTs; h  e  r  e ..
(may b e, my-TiTs, o n l y .. )
( and U; OWN, ALL; these,  "  T i t s " ;  h e r e, -D..
.didn't  U; m y-D-T i T   'US .
(that is, U know-how-tits; a r e, 2 be-SUCkED ..only .. or U offer, " sucking-machine ", in general ..)

..I can install all my BODY-in2, m y mind, then; I learned, to put; Vagina-&penis ", a s; I install them, into Alphabet, first ..
.. t h e n, NOW; I can, install ;  T i T s,, H  E  R  E  ..as made, opposite, U offered, (as U are a tits-machine-USER-U'r self ..)

..finally vagina-pen is-T i t   s .. then I can ; install all-HUMAN;kind-Totally-in my; BRAin-&Mind .. that i   s, .." Humanity; -HUMAN-KiND;   i s NOT; outDOORs; i n my Mind ..
..(  l e f t, ON;  t h e ,streets, for, the mercy, o f, these ; " GREEN-POLiTiCiANs-employed-also-4-the PUBLiC -itself ..)

.." HUMAN-Kind " ,,
..and it shall b e, safe, first, i n the  "  artists, Brain-&Mind  " ; then, , Human-Kind;  can b e, " SAFE ", i  n,  t h  e,  " spontaneous-&simultaneous; -art ",  of these, " human-kind-artist s " .. -,, a  r  t.. -D ..

ps. but there i  s, a word; " squared ", in U'r last, post, " that blinks ", m e,,
WHAT; I  a  m ..
" I am a BUDDHist-MONK; i n REALity .. "
( I lived- 20years of age,  to 40, i n my ROOM; -in my family-house ..
J  U  S  T; L i k e, a Buddhist-MONK,,
in that STONE-WALL_TAMPLE;  named, a s, " t h e City " ..

"Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS "
ODA = ROOM
Şirket = Company
" beeee  e  e e n " , = has been i iii  n  n  ......
MODDANIS =   Murat O ktay D amis; (my Name) ,, the CAVE; I have BECOME ..

..4 the memory of these , " 20 years in a room-A-Buddhist-in city-WALLs  "  ..
..by the way.. GARRY; U'r problem, is,,
..U have to, " shut-U2r self, i n, a " SQUARE-MODER-ROOM  " ; o n l y ..
..i f U live in a " ordinary-social-person-L i f e-house, divided, into clever-WALL s.."
U can not; overcome that, " easy-cleverness-4-USEFULNESS-UNvisable-WALL,,.. " ,, b u t -dividing-H u m a n-M  i n d & body-also .., also ..
I  g u e s s .

ps. 2 ..
Titus, main difference (dissonance) between  U and I,
i  s, U want 2 be, and stay, " e l i t e ",
while, I am to stay, a s,  a WORKER; 2 PUT-EVERY-THiNG;
UNDER-the-SUN-shine-light-ofTHEfact-   a s I ; DO; and ; MAKE; EVERY-THiNG-standing-OUTSiDE,
as U prefer, many, has 2 b e, under the ground, and, MYSTiQUE ..
( L i k e, some, should, HiDE; i n, the " VAGiNA " , slippery-and-Hidden-a place-as-woman-shoul b e, guard-to- i t ..and, " every-body-come-&GO, to,
ventilate,  t h  e, , " shady-c a c h   e ..  " , SiDE-WALK .. )
..I like, U though ..
because; " MYSTiC ", i s, still romantic, 2 m e.. -D ..
..and i f, some-still-HiDES; i n, it, I  respect ..

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Tıina; U look-Like, a fast-teen-age- g i r l- 2 me ..
..very fast-moving,, and also-scribbling, o n, EVERY-thing, mentioning, a s,
,, s h e, hasn't TOLD; " h e r; L a s t-WORDs-yet ", and,,
also, shall-still-t e e l-till- t h e; , " e n d of T i m e, and all has to least-till-
" e t e r n i t y ) ..that, i s, a very-young-spirits-soul, though ..
..i t is good, U still have that; " endless-bretH-in-U ,, it must b e, " NOT-TV ",in the House ..I guess..

.. T ı i n a, U are A; good READer, , that is U'r best-side- as I know-y e t,,
( so TV-Watchers, a r e, LAZY-MADE; , READERS..
..do U think, I am a TV; WATCHER;  t  o  o ..
..or as I even, look at TV; ; I am to READ; these, " Visions ", also ..
( in m y; DEEP; a  n d, ABSOLUTE; pupil s. they, occur, again, and happen, in my, mind, a f t e r .. ) ..

COOL = etkileyici , yes, but U have to add; (intense but,  .standing as a cold thing )
so we have to add, ;  cold = SOĞUK ..
..so I can offer cool=   "  SOĞUK-V E(and) - ETKiLEYiCi  " , in Turkish . ..

..Tıina, as U are, " scribbling-ON-me ", also, (as we ,all main-participants-are-DO ing the same-Thing-basically ) ..
I can not fallow, U ; -and READ-U- as well a s, U can read, U  s ..
.. so ı throw, speculations, o n; U, SO; that; U can, send, something,
that can b  e,  " R E A D " , then ..
..about, U'r situation, in L i f e, and ; i n " ART-WORLD " ..

..i f  " U are, READing  " ; " & , can READ; m e ",,
-that is a HARD; thing-I-confess- ..
( also, I am ; writing-also-HERE-2be able-2-READ-m e -myself-aLso ,, )
( my brain-and RATiO-&Mind ..; is a  transparent-Steady-FLOWing-A-THing; I guess..
..as; I D O; many-things, in multi disciplines, very-day ..)
( when my Mind and my brain-begin to roll-over-I immediately, sit-DAWN; and WRiTE-ONE-PAGE; in 4-writins, to; MAKE; m y, HEAD; SQUARE ..
and square, does, not, role-over,,

.. I prefer, " U SHARE " all-U'r-READings; o n m e ..

( I would ;   ;  Like-2-KNOW; i f U a r e ; a better, READER; than, m e,,
then, I will write that; to; a s,  U'r Professional-talents,
in2-my ; m i n d ..  )

..T ı i n a, ı do not; care, about, m y, social-L i f e, and my-social-body, on the first, place ..
(as I can; L i v e, inside, m e,AS A MONK; and, I love that; SOCiAL-RANK, .. also (locate that REAL-ROOM;I have made,of-concrete-in the city )   in m e, WHAT; socials, can not see, and,  b e , in it, also ..) ..I can love 2seem, ; " asocial-anarchist, style-BEHAVing-A-person ", in a free style, w e a r in g, -STYLE ..that also, indicate, What is my mood,, t h  at, Period, o  f T  i  m  e  .. ; -and I MEAN; i t, with m y, WALLy-LOOKs; and stair, at-people, very-easily ..
in common ..
..that, i  s, I am not after, m y, " SOCiAL-View, o r; statues. " .. (that; COULD; b e GAiNED ..)
.. b u t, I wouldn't, reject, " the WEAR ", i f I ,
..   am t h e Winner-of t h e , ; " MiGHTy-ARTiST-of-the-YEAR " .  " W E A R " .. -D.

..Tıina, I let, individuals, DO; WHAT-ever-they-THiNK;
as far as, they, m i g h t,  MAKE; i t, LEAST;  (that is -can-b e-,, continuous..)
S  O; " STEADY-STATE-IDENTiTies, are,left; " UP-2 ", individual-choices ..
.. l  e   t, THEM; MAKE .. (and let them free ,in any way, as what they ought to b e, or act, a s ..)
..S  O;  I describe,  " MY-ORBiTALs " ,properly .. o n l y ..
..a   s ;  "  MUCH;  O P E N ;  " &brief-as-I can ..
.. and these, a r e, " AVAiLABLE i t i e s "  , that I can ,produce, in , general,USE; and , TERMs ..

..once ; I also, had, offered, a PROJECT-2-Titus-as, he was, a professional,, "in digital-PRiNT-PRESSing ", any, many, more,and d u e, 2,  " architectural-mind-planning-an-project-producing-skills " , h  e , ha d..
.. b u t, he reacted,  a  s  , " I did not understand, a WORD; h e said " ..in reply ..
..he d o e s n ' t; e v e n, WANT; 2 READ; m e ..
..and WHAT ; I did, i n w h o l e, my,-L i f e..
because, h e, is, TOTALLY-full, o f his, L i f e-L i v e d   s..

..Tıina,, I do not KNOW- y e t, HOW; U , READ, m y,   " W  o  r  k  " ..
..because, U mentioned, only, toREAD; and understand,
I am, COMiNG; nearer, t  o ,  U ..
( that i s,  " elegant-behavior, o f U ",,
,, and also, I am, refined, a s, I can also, b  e, " pretty ", ..
..too ..

.. it all is about; " READiNG-of-my-DEEDs-for-y e a r s.. ..  " my project-on-art " ..
.. it is a Huge-study, , to many, " research-&development-ERAs; "   i n , i  t ..
.. a " TOTAL-APPROACH " , to ,art-History, &art-Making, and, Humanity, and,,
" HOW-art-has to b e ", " WHAT i s art,, i n genuine-  " ..

..and , as I am an chemical, engineer-in-D O i n g, & exploring, art-adventure ,,
,, I  w  a  s ,  alone .. during that engineering-project..
as I used, universal-sides-of -t h e engineering-methods;
.. b u t, I tried, to do everything-readable, and, " D  O; a b l e ,,  a l s o ..
( as my Father, w a s, a genuine-teacher, I am to be able 2, teach, what,
I know, also ..)

I am to find, " WHO can READ; what, I did , i n these, experiments ..
..first ..WHO; can read art,, genuinely,,
,, and, perfectly, , tell ,  M E,  that ..

I have to F i n d; OUT;  " READERs ",  -they can be, Company-Patrons, or, HOLDing-Managers ,, .. or philosophers, o r, Social-science-Theory-producers,,
o  r " ANY-BODy ", else, that, has to MAKE; for, PUBLic,
or,  4 - t  h   e ,   " individual " ..

.. i  f U are, THAT; professional-READER; o f, ART .. ( I think it has to be, a FEMALE;
on, the, first glance ..
..and as, U " are Quiet -and STiLL-STANDing",
.. t h e n ;  I  am ,,  I am " curious ", i f, U can, ,  "  MAKE;  i  t "  ..
.. first, to b  e , "first-NEAR- m e,,  ; " standing-OBJECT " ..

U can skip,  " nature-of-mine-WORDs ",  -as I am to, m e, NOW,here-
 as U can THREAT; m e,,also,,
as, U'r personal-PROFESSiON-standings - gain-F O R M ..

(as says,   " TEAM-professional-WORK-Men,nuals "  .. )


NOedits..


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Tıina, I am not, pushing , U , ..anyWhere ..
( I am trying 2 pull U ; near, m e  ) ..
..    -a s U may be, standing-near-a-cliff-   ..
..   MY-art-will-b e, on, internet, also ,   " to be,ready-2- easily-READing-any-Time " ..
..so,
, a simple,,
" I am planning-; 2 ; READ; U'r art-DOings .. &I Wish-I can  have that-time 2-MAKE; that-reading  s ,, "
,, i  s , " O.K  (yet-enough-fair)", to , , realize, m y, " simple-dream-platforms .. " .. -D.


( in fact,  I push-my-self,,only .. "  into MY-DREAMs "  ..
..a s  a matter-of-f a c t ..

..  and it leaks into my writing- , alSO ..it passes, to the reader,  t h e n ,,  ..
..  as I PUSH, m y-SELF .. (to stay in my; " dreamy-state " ..)
.. I always felt, i f  " I can not DREAM; in my DREAMs, , my art-river-will-d r y .. " ..)
( art has to be, always, " DREAMiNG-i n the-DREAMs , A-Thing,  ,I imagined ..)

.. so as,  I work, i n more than , one art discipline s..
.. or because, , I work in more than one art discipline, I have to, " WORK-MUCH ", and b e, i n such a n, " enthusiast " . ..and rush .. and , also, that-deliberately , melts, the " borders-in- t h e Mind, and I  u s e, i  t , to stay -in -dreamy-mood ..)  ..though ..

..many-describe m e, as A ," crazy ", as   ,"  I behave-in-seconds ..  "  ..
,, l i k e, a flame ..
( after I think-  " some-thing, at , , -o n c e "  ..) ..
I am both a dreamer (stretching-time) &a-crazy-,, to act i n, only-seconds ..t h e n ..

.. ( as, improvisation, also,   ; need, these 2-phase -" craziness " .      )

,, I have a Philosopher very-close-friend of mine, ;, , Yıldırım, ,
( Université Panthéon Sorbonne (Paris I)
D.E.A., philosophie de l'art, critique de la société ) ..
,, and he once told, m e, (after, a 15 years time we did not see, each other ..
" DREAMER-STiLL-  D  R  E  A  M  s ,-  O  n " ..
..and time , stands still,, as in a frozen, glass ..s o ..

..Y e s I am ,a d r e a m er..
" ..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mc7Z08sTTkE
( one of my favorite .. -always in my,Mind, playing .. - )

.. my psychiatry , my life, my art, they all happen, simultaneously ..
..and also, spontaneously ..

.. I can paint; (100X70 cm) , paintings, 700 paintings- in 3 months ..
( and some, paintings , fall i  n,   "  ,LOCKED- in-automatism " ,, -&as -master-pieces- , -statistically-reduced-into FORM of arts ..)- ..

..
..MY-country-never , was-a-country, ;  "  I would like to live , i n , i n real ..  " ..
( as w  e, were the ones, turned our faces, to the , ;  " WEST, ..standards "  ..)

..but I never, left my, country, and immigrate , to an OTHER ..
( MY-brother, did.. he is an Australia, citizen-ARCHitect .., 16 years, it has been ..since ..)
..what I am saying is,
because I could not, live in my country, ,
" I w a s, 2  invent-where-I-should live ",, and so I invented, that,
..   " country-of-my-art ", , as it has to b e, " invented " ;
 , 4 - my-spirit-&soul,  , could-survive ..   ;  in i t ;ONLy ..)
..genuine art has to b e, in creation- i n,
,,  "  hell-like-countries  "  , to the bodies ,,
as " h u m a n ", has to be, established,
,, to carry ; U'r b o d y,  to,  H e a v e n-state-survivals ....

SOME; pass-that border-of-  "  Heaven-of-religion-promised, " , and LOCATE,in there,
 "  and pretend 2 , live-i n-there  " .. (although they are-in the earth ..)
..and they say; Liberty-to-Religion-Living,..h a s to b e, given , 2 them, by-states ..

..  b   u   t ,as  to take the,  r  o  a   d, of, creating,  " A R T 's -COUNTRY  " ,, (in art mediums) ,,
..and carrying-human-in2-these, mediums-&h u m a n-world s- i n genuine  ,  i  s the,  hard-work- .. t h o u g h .. (than, shelter-in-religion-promissed-only-lands ) ..

..WHAT-I-am -telling, i  s ,, i f U live in a ,welfare-country - then,,
,, U'  wouldn't work for  , a  "survival "..  ..
- o f that,  " h u m a n " ; " f e t u s " (of heaven)-
( a true- survival; , also,  4 U'r, t h e - whole-  " human " - b o d y ..)

( so  " humanitive art " (of Brian's)  needs, that, " h u m a n " ;,  transported, into,
,, t h e  " color-medium-directly " from  the-Brain ....
i f U created-and-installed,  that;  " human-of-the-heaven ; fetus, " ;
..and only by doing-sports, and,also  sex, (both create-symetry-of the-human)
,, and , tried , human,  o c c u r , in US .. (in our-brain.. )
( brain has to be, used, as an ; uterine ..in all art, births ..)


.. "  Ratio-and-being-rational  " ; i s, , enough to survive then ..in welfare - countries..

I AM; HAPPy; that , I lived, in a ,  " HELL-Like " , a country ,, , so I have to ; create-&invent,  " a H e a v e n-in the paint ..and put my-human-living-in-my-brain . "  ..

..
Tıina, DO; U belive, i n ODiN ..
..i f U DO; then, ,, there is no chance, there will, occur, problems, between, u s ..
.. because, I think, I believe ,-and worship- i n, " ODiN  "..
 ..I occasionally ..think a s so ..
( I am talking-2 a Finnish-WOMAN-in general,,taking U, as a MODEL ..
,, I do not want to set-up, unnecessary-tention-though ) )..
i f I am, WORKiNG; o n that, much, it has to b e, a " general-MODEL-a-Thing ..
..not focusing,on, U, especially,, -D ..
please, b e , relaxed ..


..  maybe, my push was, " 2 push,  " U " ,  in2 that  " DREAM-Field "  .. "
..o  r ,  ask, "  U  " ; i f Uare ,  "  a DREAMER;  t o o  " ..
;  " HEAVENLy-human-body ", can only, live in, " D R E A M S ",,
..and only -dreams, can transfer-h u m a n ,, body-of-man-kind- i n t o,  " H e a v e n- F i e ld-AREA  " ...

..a DREAMER; sleeps, i n the  " h u m a n ",-body-installed, into the Brain; ; (by sports )
" i s s u e , i s ", how can  w e ; give action to that " h u m a n " , body ..i n fact ..
.. install that h u m a n, body-into-U'r Brain, then, SLEEP; i n i t,
and as U can, DREAM; that, " heavenly-h u m a n body, shall begin 2 act ..

..WHEN; I am, a -creazy-PERSON; I think; that; that, -heavenly-human-body- c a n, JUMP; o u t, and, ; D O; something-also-OUTSiDE-i n - t h e-REAL-WORLD ..
..as if heaven-could-come-   2  t  h  e ,  EARTH ..

( as religions try to transfer our body-to-the-Heaven; -as we happen there as -human-only,  ,  t  h  e  n ,
,,a  r  t , has 2 have that; POWER; o f, TRANSFERring; that " HEAVEN ", into ; EARTH   ..
I   ,b e t ..


.. m ,y  ; Philosphy- study- g o e s , with ,,  " random,-parts  " , ..in my writings ..
.. i f, someone  shall find out, what " philosophy-is -happening, i n the writing,,
then, has to, understand, " parts ", and then, unite, them, i n a system ..
NOTHiNG; i s, EASY- ..

p.s. to take away the pressure, from, T ı i n a; I shall declare ,that, these, writing, are 4 a general-use, and  4 every-body ..    ..( not to , drag-my-dear-frinds- also, i n2,  , my, speed ..)

.. as it has always, been, a s,  s o ..
.. and,  , even-2 every-one-that shall read, t h e m ,  ,  i n future-years ..

..I , write-2 ; locate them, in2,  my blog, also ..
(if Linkedin -e n d s ..)

..and these are 2 b e, written, (put-out-as-objects) also ..
( as we men, a r e, pen i s, people, and can not, hide, i n, " vaginas "..
-that is we, have to p u t,  "  every->THiNG-out  " - , , occurred, , i n t h e, body  .. -

..people heven't U been, fainted, , y e t ,, I swing, that; " THOR ", SLEDGE-HAMMER; to,e v e n,  ;  MY-self ..
..
..ps..
..an other, air-source,,(Oxygen), if not happy-in-breathing , i  n, USA-art-scene .. ..  .. a writ in g ..this, is , I suppose ..
-as an alternative, b r e a t h ..)
..( if breathing-muscles, a r e, still in, function )..

..how,  " really a smart guy, I became  " ..


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Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
Tıina, I am not, pushing , U , ..anyWhere ..
( I am trying 2 pull U ; near, m e ) ..
( and that has to be, occurring, i n my-subconscious,,
in my psychiatry..also )
.. -a s U might, be, standing-near-a-cliff- .. though ..

.. MY-art-will-b e, on, internet, also , " to be,ready-2- easily-READing-any-Time " ..
..so,
, a simple,,
" I am planning-; 2 ; READ; U'r art-DOings .. &I Wish-I can have that-time 2-MAKE; that-reading s ,, "
,, i s , " O.K (yet-enough-fair)", to , , realize, m y, " simple-dream-platforms .. " .. -D.


( in fact, I push-my-self,,only .. " into MY-DREAMs " ..
..a s a matter-of-f a c t ..

.. and it leaks into my writing- , alSO ..it passes, to the reader, t h e n ,, ..
.. as I PUSH, m y-SELF .. (to stay in my; " dreamy-state " ..)
.. I always felt, i f " I can not DREAM; in my DREAMs, , my art-river-will-d r y .. " ..)
( art has to be, always, " DREAMiNG-i n the-DREAMs , A-Thing, ,I imagined ..)

.. so as, I work, i n more than , one art discipline s..
.. or because, , I work in more than one art discipline, I have to, " WORK-MUCH ", and b e, i n such a n, " enthusiast " . ..and rush .. and , also, that-deliberately , melts, the " borders-in- t h e Mind, and I u s e, i t , to stay -in -dreamy-mood ..) ..though ..

..many-describe m e, as A ," crazy ", as ," I behave-in-seconds .. " ..
,, l i k e, a flame ..
( after I think- " some-thing, at , , -o n c e " ..) ..
I am both a dreamer (stretching-time) &a-crazy-,, to act i n, only-seconds ..t h e n ..

.. ( as, improvisation, also, ; need, these 2-phase -" craziness " . )

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Murat Oktay Danış
.. b e e eeeeeee en " O 'D A " şirketinde MODDANiS
(part 2)

..,, I have a Philosopher very-close-friend of mine, ;, , Yıldırım, ,
( Université Panthéon Sorbonne (Paris I)
D.E.A., philosophie de l'art, critique de la société ) ..
,, and he once told, m e, (after, a 15 years time we did not see, each other ..
" DREAMER-STiLL- D R E A M s ,- O n " ..
..and time , stands still,, as in a frozen, glass ..s o ..

..Y e s I am ,a d r e a m er..
" ..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mc7Z08sTTkE
( one of my favorite .. -always in my,Mind, playing .. - )

.. my psychiatry , my life, my art, they all happen, simultaneously ..
..and also, spontaneously ..

.. I can paint; (100X70 cm) , paintings, 700 paintings- in 3 months ..
( and some, paintings , fall i n, " ,LOCKED- in-automatism " ,, -&as -master-pieces- , -statistically-reduced-into FORM of arts ..)- ..

..
..MY-country-never , was-a-country, ; " I would like to live , i n , i n real .. " ..
( as w e, were the ones, turned our faces, to the , ; " WEST, ..standards " ..)

..but I never, left my, country, and immigrate , to an OTHER ..
( MY-brother, did.. he is an Australia, citizen-ARCHitect .., 16 years, it has been ..since ..)
..what I am saying is,
because I could not, live in my country, ,
" I w a s, 2 invent-where-I-should live ",, and so I invented, that,
.. " country-of-my-art ", , as it has to b e, " invented " ;
, 4 - my-spirit-&soul, , could-survive .. ; in i t ;ONLy ..)
..genuine art has to b e, in creation- i n,
,, " hell-like-countries " , to the bodies ,,
as " h u m a n ", has to be, established,
,, to carry ; U'r b o d y, to, H e a v e n-state-survivals ....

SOME; pass-that border-of- " Heaven-of-religion-promised, " , and LOCATE,in there,
" and pretend 2 , live-i n-there " .. (although they are-in the earth ..)
..and they say; Liberty-to-Religion-Living,..h a s to b e, given , 2 them, by-states ..

.. b u t ,as to take the, r o a d, of, creating, " A R T 's -COUNTRY " ,, (in art mediums) ,,
..and carrying-human-in2-these, mediums-&h u m a n-world s- i n genuine , i s the, hard-work- .. t h o u g h .. (than, shelter-in-religion-promissed-only-lands ) ..

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