15 Kasım 2012 Perşembe



" P i c T U R E; C O U L D W A L K "; ; ....and TALK; " 4" .

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murat danis

A R T; ; THAT ,flows &floats ; ; i n ,ME..
The most difficult part of my job i s; " s u b m i s s i o n " ..I give myself to the ALPHA B E T H..(as if ,there i s a WOMAN; named B E T H; i n i t.) ..Alphabeth in fact, i s an unknown T h i n g..W e do not know, w h a t is - r e a l l y - ; H i d d e n; i n these, s i g n s. It must have a genetic of it's o w n, a n d; i t is " c u l t " a T h i n g, i n it. There w a s; a civilisation; ONCE; L i v e d; O N E A R T H, ,they have MADE; t h a t; AlphaBeth; and w e do not know WHO; they w e r e, or how they, l i v e d their daily life, ,w h a t w a s their religion i n life, their beliefs, their d r e a m s; e.c.t. T h e s e; all must have i n s t a l l e d in; t h e s e; ; AlphaBeths. and a s U write them; -w i t h U' r b a r e ; H A N D s-, they l e a k into U' r BODies; ;o u r M i n d s & our intellects..may b e; our intellect has taken it' s character from the alphabeth; w e u s e.. S O; if U have begun writing with an alphabeth, t h e n; ; AlphaBeth; ; has Touched U..and U' r intellect is BASED; -and FORMED- o n; that; CODE; o f ; ALPHABETH' s.
...further more, examples 2; " that i n s t a l l ; their c u l t s; i n our "  bodies.CACAO; COFFEE; TOMATO; PATATO,W h e a t,barley, orange,apple,fish, cow,chicken, water, carbon, oxigen, gold,  copper, iron, e.c.t.A l p h a B e t h, i s the B a s i c overall- F o r m; ; a RATiO; for those a l l ..
( these, all a r e  ,;ALPHA b e t h s, too..in this WORLD, 4 US; -may b e- )

I begun to A d o r e, and v o r s h i p, ALPHAbeth; since I was; a child.I might have many; t a l e n t s; and abl i t i e s, laying underneight my body, b u t, s t a t e ; has given m e; O N E; additional, and that w a s; Alphabeth; ; to w r i t e ; i t..T h e y say, " do you know how to write "..answer i s " y e s , I DO.. " .. S O; w h a t..D O ,U use, i t.Y e s sometimes when needed.. -when I have to- . I n my c a s e..i f I can; -or if I have i t- then I must, u s e ; i t..continuous.l y ..if I have a leg then Imust run.all t h e t i m e...e.c.t. a n d that attitude; defines that, I have an a r t i s t i c; character..(or a WORKER; i n basic look..if U are focused; o n the WORK of U' r Body; to take -carry- U'r t a l e n t s; ; on E a r t h; ,that may make ,U an ARTist.. -artist works on his body (body must WORK; first, 4 that) ,then talents reach to the surface; and to the E a r t h..- )
..that m e a n s; I am a writer o f Alpha b e th , s i n c e; I was a child. i t surrounds m e naturally, , -bounds m e; with that alphabeth letters..that means I do not need any other; b o u n d e r s; as human..though..and then when I will j u m p, then; these jumpings might b e ; i n these letters.. (if something bounds -ties- m e; then if I have to act, first move has to become, o n these chains; they must be untied; f i r s t..t h e n my body can act; a s it wants, and freely; and just a f t e r ; true a f r e e i n g; process from; bounding-letters.. ..) -

M y L i f e; g o e s ; into those; w r i t i n g s; -and to a " Alphabeth-BASED ; R O O M i n g ", ( bounderies ,WALLs; a r e letters of this ROOM ).. - ..B e c a u s e, I have a ROOM; o f my own; ( I had a r e a l fight; with my parents..to MAKE; that ROOM; m i n e..there was left-right terror; in the univercity and I was to o w n; a ROOM; to run a way from that quarel ; and; I wanted; that ROOM; -that I was living i n; (my mother' s and father' s HOUSE..and it is very funy to see; that U' r mother and father say that they own that house and U can not o w n a ROOM; ;t h e r e..find a job and give us our house (room) back ..w e earned i t..I wanted that; r o o m; with it' s all rights..that m e a n s; I can LOCK; that ROOM; and it will b e; i n my u s e ; o n l y.. i f U M A K E - UP; a child; a BODy; t h e n; give a ROOM; too; to that; BODy..what ever happens outside.. human has to have rightes; t o; protect himself; i n that r o o m..and shape m y BODy; a s I wish..
i f that room i s mine, then, NO O N E; has any right i n that room.. -that m e a n s; " NO-BODY; has any rights; to b e i n my BODY " ; e v e n; b y; t h i n k i n g 4 ; m e..A n ABSOLUTE; B O D y; and that body can only owned; b y; one-person..Can U cut; ; their thinkings o n U..T h e y think that ; U are Using; a l l what they think they are owning..They e v e n; o w n, the school U are to go every day..Their school; b u t; U have to u s e; i t..(the school i s a given thing to them; by government, and they must own i t, to gain i t from government. ( that is , instead of money,they gave that school, i f U' r childreen should, g o, t h e r e..S O; government governs m e; by using m y parents..and my parents are with them..can U c u t; that thinking.. can U c u t; t h e m all; with a b a r e ; -or blind- K n i f e.. -my parents included; i f cut should take place..- S O; I became, a " b u t cher "; ; that must b e preserved; not to c u t; anything..and 4 that reason o n l y; I w a s; to h a v e; -own- that ROOM..they were killing e a c h; o t h e r; outside; in the name o f left&right; for national politics; ; to g a i n a prison ROOM; s e c u r e..and a 3 times hot meal, served " 4 nothing "; U d o...)

S O; I w a s; wanting, that ROOM; from m y parents..( not a perfect prison, an establishment; 4 National politics shoul go o n..and employment to the seekers o f a r e a l, P u b l i c STATUE.. for my protection, from whom ,I killed..o r made something, O N; -4 the use o f; public politicians- .. to..)
I h a d; that ROOM..from m y childhood. I w a s; " w r i t i n g "..putting l e t t e r -b r i c k s; on and on; i n m y; B r a i n ROOM..all b y; u s i n g; my hands ;only..m y hand-made s to my; m y Brain ; O n l y.. V e r y short-cut..very ecologic.b u t, my country; w a s in a period; i n National U n i f i e d; Politics E R A; ; and every BODY; h a s to O W N; his ROOM; M A D E; o f Concrete; and Stone B r i c k s.. I was a young b o y; there..they wanted m e to; a t t a c k; every thing -including killing people,people was the property o f national governments and they shall b e used a s desposables; .. -kill some people and PUBLiC; will not lose a T h i n g..-

I w a s; an an enlightend; i n t e l l e c t u a l; ..a sport e r;by basketball; soccer, Table tennis; outside; , a musician; a writer; a painter; a drawer; a dreamer, ; i n s i d e; , a t that t i m e, when terror w a s; w a l k i n g outside..I w a s, in Engineering faculty; b u t; I couldn' t g o; t h e r e.." s e i z u r e by v i o l e n c e " ; w a s; every w h e r e..e v e n in the class -rooms..I wanted a career, i n the univercity, " a ROOM " a DESK; , a chair; ; i n these U n i v e r s e city; buildings.. b u t ; there w e r e ; " a seizure b y violence " ; t h e r, too..I could think o f; all t h e s e ; and these all; pointed m e; that; I w a s ; t o; TAKE; t h a t; ROOM; ; i n my MOTHER' s or father' s HOUSE. .. should i t be a " usurpation " ; i f I should , convince; m y parents for that.. t h e hardest thing that; I suffer, w a s; to l e a r n that; ; m y; perents w e r e ; ; a part o f that; M A S S; I was; d r a g g i n g; i n..T h e y, w e r e; t h e basic enemies; t o; m e.. T h e y; had NO; respect; t o; t h e; R i g h t s; o f an; " i n d i v i D u a l ".. T h e y; told me that; I was to finish my school..E a r n my money, and g o, o u t of their h o u s e..(this is not unusual, W e s t e r n; families tell this to their childreen..b u t, there are jobs; t h e r e; r e a d y, o u t t h e r e..) My family w a stelling m e; that; ; what I made in their home; ; w a s; not valid; ; 4 Public U s e..P u b l i c use i s essential..W h o cares, i f U w e r e ; an individual..

T h a n; I w a s; i n a w a r; too..and especially; with m y parents;..because; m y f i e l d; w a s; inside; the HOUSE.. (may b e, basketball f i e l d, a d d e d..) t h e y should go for their jobs; e v e r y; d a y..every morning. and ı wouldn' t even g o; t o, U n i v e r city..I w a s; in t h e house; and; t h e y were n o t i n it; a l l; day.. I w a s ; i n my; home-made; S t u d i o.(M y ROOM; m y Basic studio..and citchen; w a s; ; a r e s e r v e; studio; where, I made; m y some basic paintings; o n that; chitchen table; w h e n; t h e y were watching TV; i n t h e SALOON..W e ,needed; some; difficult t i m e s, togather.. I b e c a m e; a " comminist o f my a r t "; ; and I have to apply some r u l e s; i n my; house; and to m y; P e o p l e..(my parents,and m e) ..Doors should b e shut; all the time, , some nights; L i g h t s; shouldn' t be opened; all n i g h t.. (U could, use a hand lantern, or sit by the fire to cook ure, meal, b u t; only to be by the fire; that time. e.c.t.) (if there is a regime w e are in; t h e n; I was producing a r t; an it m a y; h a v e; a regime for people; s o m e T i m e s..) (S O; to make art; I am a dictator;(a very r e d O n e..) to m y; s e l f.. b u t; P u b l i c has to be ruled; b y; dictators; sometimes;(they may b e red cominists too..) i f t h e y; s h o u l d; ; e a r n; s o m e; individual; p r o d u c t s; ;L i k e; a r t.. a n d socialism.. I have l i v e d; to f e a l; like L e n i n; S T A L i n ; or ATATURK..b u t; in the laboratuary o f my; H O U S E; and only the lonely; m y neighborhood .. I am still; a cominist dictator; i n basketball match f i e l d.. I take; young people; i n m y; t e a m; and; 4 to 4 w e play; a basketball g a m e..against; trained ones; who know how to play, a s individuals..T h e r occures; both ; capitalist; and cominist systems; i n the long r u n..These games; finish; in 80 or 100 points..2 points if shooting is a far shoot..T h e y; MAKE; a e a s y; Locationing first; how they wish..then they make a 40 points ahead .. b u t; t h e n w e; finish our structurings; d u e to their; Locations, , then; when; T R U E; bounderies; a r e established, ; w e catch them; and w e; can w i n the game; ; i f w e ; c r e a t e ; a great j o b; t h e r .. at the and o f the game; w e
..b e friends and unify; o u r; human natures; with the other; t e a m..because w e did not try ; -play- to s p o i l; ruin; their; establishments..and institutiONs..n e i g h te r they could D O; S O.. S O; every one can work i n his belief.. a n d; make better; i f work m u c h..t i m e to , t i m e..

SOON a f t e r, I took psychiatry-establishment; n e a r M E..as i f; that w a s; an other lesson; i n my univercity l i f e; provided from p u b l i c; - out s i d e; o f univercity-..(because public was i n the Univercity more then a student..) .. t h e n; m y relations; came to a balance..with m y parents..I still h a v e; that ROOM; i n my mothers h o u s e..w h e r e;all has be g u n..(16 yeras I w a s; a Budhhist M O N K; i n my ROOM..while I w a s a educating student i n Univercity..) ..S O; ; I W A S; a WRiTER; o f ALPHABETH ; ; I had no goal; with that; t o o..i n the public.. I w a s Building a ROOM; to m y O W N; i n m y B r a i n; only.. and ALPHAB e t h; should naturally D O; that; i f ; w r i t t e n; o n the PAPER; ; O n l y..S O; I was holding; M Y BODY and MY BRAin; with ALPHA b e t h; I could; g i v e permission; t o m y; B O D y; t o became a STORY ; -o r h a v e a H i s t o r y - ....M y life became a story; t h e n..ART w a s; free t o t a k e; m y L i f e; and; U s e; m e; a s a ; STORY-OBJECT.. I c a n, l e t; l i f e; -PUBLiC- L i b e r a l; ; to M A K E; m e; w h a t they w i s h.. NO; problem; with that; I am not a resistant; o r ; antagonist; o r an activist; or an " against " person..to te public..L e t them; MA K E; whatever they c a n; immediately; (as they can make only, that) a n d, I have t i m e ; to e a r n; o r reject what they have M A D E; , o n -or i n - , M E..(or what they MADE; M E..I can convert i t to art; and O W N ; i t..) ( S O; m y; time; b e c a m e; a i n f i n i t e; o n e..where a r t; o b j e c t s; , can freely; b e c o m e; and o c c u r..and h a p p e n as they w i s h..)

F i na l l y, I must, come to that; " W h a t; w a s; t h e MOST; f u n ? " part..

I carried; A L P H A B E T H; a s ,a H E A D; " ROOM-M A K E R " ; all m y ; l i f e..w h e n , I w r i t e; it gives m e; ABSOLUTE; VOLUME; (being Located; ,in m y Brain) 4 my RATiO; t o w o r k; and b e; i n. When I write, my brains i s not the main instrument; I am using..(think with t h e; instrument brain and " the sound " -the way u think- is always t h e same).
.A l p h a B e t h; takes the L e a d; and; T a l k s; i n an other w a y; a s if; it is Totally; a different instrument; f r o m an A B S O L U T E; B A S E D; W O R L d..W h e n; L E T T E R S; o f t h e ALPHA b e t h; ; h a v e time and s p a c e; t o enhance; t h r o u g h; -or into - L i g h t; -and colors- ;and i n t o; t h e P A i N T; and a s they r e a c h to; ; the F O R M s o f t h e; a A R T; T H i n g s; -visable to m y eyes; and my understandings;- I s e e; that; L A D Y; " B E T H " (B e t h, ;the L a d y; of the MAN ALPHA..); i s, o c c u r i n g, w i t h; i n , M E.. (this might b e; the G o d e s s ; ; F o r m; o f t h e GOD; that is present TABULARASA; i n the ABSOLUTE; VOLUME; that has been provided; b y; ALPHA b e t h..)..(there i s a PAPER there; w h e n writing; and, that is a tabularasa; - a white paint- -made ofmelted light- ..; w h e r e U , insert; U' r p e n; and put letter things, i n.. t h a n that should be carried; into p a i n t; where c o l o r can, o c c u r in..)

W h a t; I found, i n MODERN a r t; g a v e m e, t h e most f u n; T h i n g..W h e n I paint a tuval, , -make a painting- , t h e n, w h e n I t u r n; t h a t tuval; on it' s 4 sides; i t should T A L K.. P i C T U R E; C A N; -or C O U L D- T A L K..Picture could W A L K..in every one-side; o f the Tuval; t h e r e w a s; an o t h e r; P A RT; t h a t w a s; T e l l i n g; Talking; from an other perspecrive; ..(Subject; that I w a s; imagining, or thinking; has been p u t; into 4 devided; individual parts..) a n d; t h a t " p u r e l y " MODERNiZED; m y; M i n d; a s a ; TRUE; D R i V E R..
... t h e n B E i n g; MODERN; b y the MEANs o f; t h e ABSOLUTE (that was brought b y the letters of alphabets, little by little) ,, w a s, very easy-M A D E; a thing..(NO need to MODER i s m, process; o n human)..

A MODERN; -contemporarianism- ; w a s; e a s y; to M A K E.. -make a MOVE- ; and TURN; that TUVAL; as U' r arm (u' r BODy;) naturally can Turn, ; in the a i r, t o o ..to be a M o d e rn. -and contemporary- a r m. to a MODERN M O D E; o f M A N, occurance..


p.s. i n T i m e; my o n e-PAGE; W r i t i n g Format; h a s e v o l v e d; to a Form o f symphony (with 4 parts..) ; o r has 4 WALL s; L i k e; a ROOM; usually h a s; or; L i k e a TUVAL; that has ; 4 Pictures; i n; built i n e v e r y; S i D E..

S O; m y contemporary -daily- writing style; i s parallel; T O; ;a ROOM; ; w i t h; ; " 4 W A L L s " " 4 Writings o n ; O N E P A G E.. ".. F o r ma t. as can b e seen in the picturing a b o v e; all..


S O; T O; A " M O D E R N " M A N; ; a R O O M; c a n; WALK; o n " 4 W A L L s " .. (Like it has 4 square, legs..) L i k e, e v e r y; L E T T E R;in fact; is being wr,itten i n a imaginary square; ; and that i m a g i n a r y; square; WALKs; -and rolls over- while U M O V E; ; t o, D r a w; that " L e t t e r " ..so d o e s the absolute volume; w a l k s i n a writing p a g e..



..an other " M o d e r n; T h i n g," m o r e..Write letters o f ALFA b e t h; ; o n l y; every day..let " one-page FORMat " make a box , that U can put; U' r letters; i n.. L e t every thing to the b a r e ; Alphabeth L e t t e r s; only, ; DO not try to b e a writer; ; o r; what U may write may have to b e; ; a very important ; thing i n -and for- P u b l i c..
... a n d, then  w a t c h;   w  h  a t  " A B S O U T E "  c a n;  M A K E;  when i t is   M O VE D;  b y  ; M  O  D  E  R  N;      M  E  N  ..   ...to  t h e      "    T   H  i  N    g   s..  "
... W H E N;  " A B S O L U T E ";  i  s;   M A D E;   "   P  U  R  E "  ...b y  Alpha B  E T H .. w o r k, only..
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