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" Murat shows insight...years of feedback albeit in isolation as an artist. If an artist can show wisdom from years of self refinment...this proves genius. Let his/her work dictate what is what. "
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, ; inspired m y " i m a g i n a t i o n; t o " W O R K; ; & P L A Y " ; a " doctorate t h e s i s " -as U' r ; o c c u r i n g as ,, a double doctorate; -;and I a d m i r e; " , "that ; i s , A T h i n g;" ; ; i n my T h i n k i n g- ";
; especially , w h e n I w a s; u n d e r the attacs o f, , w i Ld REALism..m e a n W h i l e..
.....the n a m e , of that; " t h e esis "; i s;
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G E N i U S; C O N C E P T; ; to; ; the " " NANO THECNOLOGy A B S T R A C T i O N "; ; with i n -or 4- ,t h e " GENUi n E; GE n i US ity; of G A U G U i n' s;" ; " ABSTRACT; b u t; ;s t i l l; ; CONTEMPORARi A N ism.."
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note; : a t h e sis; ON; ; ADVANCED; T H E ater; T h e o r y; C O N C E P T; - ; on J.P. S ART re ' s ; PLAY; " the WALL ";- t o; MOVE O N; to a " NANO; T h e c NO Logy; ; THE a t e r; PLAY ; STATE; i n a W R i t i n g " ; a s a M O D E; of ARTing..
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" MY; O P E N; PSYCHiatry " , i n ART; ; ;nothing; i s Underneath..
-Personal; D i a r y; investigations-.,
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I adore; T h e ater ; if it takes m e; to t h e; ROOTs; o f " primitiv e i s m.. "... L i k e; P o u l G a u g i n; has m a d e ;his t h e ater ; by the m e a n s of the P r i m i t i v e; ; T a h i t i a n s...i f it; goes t h e; OTHER; w a y; ; L i k e it has become; i n the; stage o f P o l i t i c s, TODAY..T h e; two opposite; W A Y s; to go; ; t o be " t h e ater i t i c a l. " ..
I ; l o v e; G a u g u i n; M O R E; & MORE.. h e has established; &played; &directed; h i s OWN; theater; a b r o a d; a WAY; from..the W e s t e r n; Politic T H E ater ; i n his country..ART; i s a ; " RE N E W; a l " ; system..i f n e w; can not born; or " s p r o u t " ; then; w e can not; fallow; WHAT; C A N B E; SPONTANEOUSLy; t h e r e.. (Spontaneous processes; a r e ; important to b e; f o u n d..because t h e y; m e a n; t h a t; ; WHAT HAS BEEN; g o i n g O N; t h e r e ; i s ; s t i l l; c a r r y i n g; ; the WHOLE; p r o c e s s ; of being C R E A T E D.. " L e t; GOD; c a r r y; L i f e; a s; H E; k n o w s; o r as he DOES..See the carrying, e l e m e n t s; f i r s t.. t h e n; c h a n g e; i t; a s U wish.. b u t L E T; ; something still b e; CARRy i n g; ; L i f e; f i r s t.. D O; not risk; L i f e; ; that w e already; H A V E..)
W H E N; O N; a r t ; F i e l d; ; ; t h e r e; i s a BOUNDARy; -border- ; b e f o r e ; U; s t e p; i n.. T h e y; a l l ; say; " HE/sHE i s; a G e n i US "..i f U; are not G e n i US; 4 US; ; t h e n, w h y; DO; w e ; h a v e ; to, watch; WHAT; U have M A D E. i n F a c t; G e n i U S; is Related; with; G e n u iN e.
... i f U can GO O N to B E; w i t h; " G E N U i n e; T H i n g s.." ; t h e n; U w i l l ; b e; ; a b l e; to b e ; C o n s i d e r e d ; , as a " GENi US ".. to u s..T h e y should; say; -a d d- , to; t h i s; " H e i s; a G e n i u s " ..ONGOing; ;c l i c H e.. ...but they; p u t, a " foxy b o r d e r "; ; " GeniUS; i s; somebody; that has Born , S O; & U can not b e A G e n i US; ; i f U ; Work-hard; with all U' r heart. .
(that m e a n s, U need some t a l e n t; to b e a b l e to touch; " g e n u i n e ity;" ;i f U a r e ; to work.. ......and then; % 70 i s; WORK; W O R K; W O R K... i f U can WORK; m u c h,, t h e n; ; U can b e; o n the S i D E; o f; " t h e; G E N u i n e; " ...i f U can stand; o n the ; G e n u i n e; s i d e; o f " t h e T H i N G s " ; ;then; U a r e " genuinely; can b e considered; a s A G e n i US; " ; to; ; U S..)
W h e n; I WAS; i n the S y m p h o n i c O r c e s t r a; atmospher; 4 30 years, (b e in them; but be a schizophrene ; to those; that touch; m u s i c..) I w a s; with; a l l, t h e s e; G e n u i n e; GeniUS, compositors; a s they had WRiTTEN; M u s i c..(i n fact; they a r e ; W r i t e r s; in the first sight..) (SO; I was to " write "; to go in their; WORLDs; -that is a border; U have to go beyond; first..- ;) (I w a s to Play; an instrument; even if I had no lessons o n that.. -because, e v e y, compositor; d o e s; t h a t..- ) b u t, w h a t; I L E A R N E D; f r o m; t h e s e; multi kinds o f G E N i us; ARTists; i s; how M U C H; ; DO; t h e y; W O R K..(they work too, m u c h, like i n a cominist r e g i m e, o f their; O W N.. e a c h; one h a s; a n other w a y; ; of being a cominist; t o; themselves.. -in a r t; cominism is; v i t a l..but person has to choose; i t; 4 himself; ; ; and c r e a t e ; h i s; O W N; cominist manifesto; ; for his, ; l a x, sides..o n l y.. (so formal or uniform; standart; cominism; ; w a s; to b e; for; a public; " all a r e ; ARTists or at least; all c a n; i m a g i n e; their o w n; ; i m a g e s.. -a fachist regime; indeed; ;to MAKE; ALL; to b e ;ARTists..)
S O; I w a s ; PLAYinG; m y; T H E a t e r; ; in a; Synphonic- H e a v e n; as i f ; i t w a s; a " Tahiti; I s l a n d ".. .....S O; I w a s; t o, stand; o n; the STAGE; L i g h t s..L i k e every o n e; there ; D O E S.. (and I had m o r e ; habits; o n that; t h e n; t h e ; orchestra; m e m b e r s..: :when ı was, 12 to 16 ; ; I w a s; singing on; OPERA; S T A G E; 4 child roles, as a member of; Ankara R a d i o Childreen; chorus..TRT; the National;Radio center in the capital city o f; the TURKEY. ( -of course; these were h e a v e n l y; national; dreams; - and w a s to be; l i v e d; i n a " schizoprenic W A Y t h e atered;through; ; b y M E; not to fall; i n LOVE; with that, PUBLiC D R E A M i n g..T H E ater... ") ; w e w e r e; live i n g; i n; with our; n e w ; and young; republic; i n; t h e s e ; ;d a y s..- ))
S O; I find; THEATER; i n g; i n ;ART; very; " repulsive, repelling, propulsive, repellent, unlikeable, " t o; M E; .......... -4 these; reasons; mantioned; a b o v e- ..and, I degenerate; ; d e l u t e; ; s o l v e; ; corrupt ; " National; t h e a t e r; DREAM i n g..s that t a k e; place; o f GENUiNE; A R T; THiNGs..(art THiNGs; ;not H u m a n; as a national a r t ; O b j e c t;MADE; ; b y ; ;skillfull politic e X p e r t s..i n N a t i o n a l; THE a t e r i n g s..)
I played, t h e ; ROLES; ; ; that w e r e ; basically n e c e s s a r y; ; in n e e d; ; with; ; m y, GOAL s; t o be ;achived ; -or reached,- b y ; M E..I played; " a schizophrene," ; a writer; ; a musician; a painter; a sportsman; a n engineer; a chemistery teacher; i n H i g h School; a husband; ; a lover 4;in s e x; a father; a son; driver to my car..e.c.t.t h e s e ; are all; w e r e, b e i n g ; PLAYED; b y ; M E; O N L Y..ONCE; a boy; i n Radio; chorus; h a s ; a s k e d ; m e; A Simple Q u e s t i o n..although h e knew; " I d i d not ".. D i D; U; e v e r , R E A D; J.POUL SARTRE...B O O K s..U a r e ; a n ; ; Ex i s t e n t i a list; ; D O; U know , that..T h e r w a s; a Philoshpy Proffessor; l i v i n g, i n our; BLOCK; ; on the uper floor to us; ; ÖZDEMiR ERDEM; ; -and h e w a s; standing 4 my attanding; to b e an a r t i s t,,- ; W h e n ; I s a w; J.POUL; SARTRE; BOOKs; i n his L i b r a r y; ; and go towars, t h e m.. H e has said..to me " b e, a WAY; from; t h e s e; BOOKs ".. unfortunetely; m y first girl friend; i n the first year o f; Univercity; -was from my class in the univercity-; has found a N e w; Version; of J.POUL; SARTRE; a n d; s h e; has wanted; m e ; to act; L i k e; in J.SARTRE; BOOKs; o r L i k e;o r i g i n a l; t h e; ; J.POUL SARTRE..T h e n; s h e ; changed her mind, t o that; I W O U L D; b e;. KAFKA; ; the; p i o n e e r 4MODERN; L i t e r a t u r e..W h a t; a n, existantialist; p o s i t i o n i n g; I had.. PLAY; a n y; F a m o u s; p e r s o n; 4;ME..then there came; Poul Mc Cartney; the BEATLE; that; I was ; to play; 4 her..
W h e n; w e ; BROKE; O U T; with that girl; ; s h e w a s; in LOVE; with; a proffesor; from m y ; faculty..T h e n; I; " CUT OFF "; all; L i e a K n i f e.. A sudden BROKE; and I did not s e e; her face; since then..if she was; c o m i n g; I should; turn b a c k; 4 her; not to s e e ; m y F A C E.. S O; my F A C E; has become a Holy FACE; ; oöly 4 M E..T h e n; t h e s e; days; I begun t o ; PLAY; " C h r i s t; the J e s u s.. ".. u p on a H i l l ; A fool o n a H i l; o r a person; every; w h e r e; b u t; " a noWHERE; M A N " ...
T h e s e; days; w h e n W E; BROKE U P, t h e r e; w e r e ; a man; a N E W G U Y; ; to my M E..2 my EYES.. WOODy ALLEN..W h e n I s a w; him, o n the STAGE; o f an C i n e m a; o n the " white-suare-plane " ; a s a star..I have found that; the n e w; i d o l; for my eX girlfriend; w a s; (the proffessor-Philospher; that had invented; t o be; or become a geniUS; w a s; Playing;o n the SCREAN..) w a s; t h a t; g u y; and s h e had decided; t h a t; I wouldn' t play; t h a t; e a i s y; G U Y; that; w a s to play a geniUS; ; a s HE; w a s; not a genious; b u t ; ; obsesively; WANTiNG; to B E; a GENiUS; M A N..or making similations; for a F e m a l e; ; that should b e ; G e n i U S; ;t o o..
T h e n ; I had; time; to fall i n; ; REAL; and GENUine; " G E N i O U S; P E O P L E "; b u t; not with standing n e a r somone;; ; an OBSESSiVE l y; SEEKing 4 a geniUS ; Genious; looking g u y characteristics statistics; charts; i n h a n d as this WOODy ALLEN; P l a y s.... ( S H E; w a s; t o; K i l l ; M E; if I stood n e a r; h e r ).. .. ..U n e e d; to g i v e; A L L; o f U' r; t i m e..all of U' r; BODY-&SOUL; ; b e N a m e less; and; " i d e n t i T y; L E S S.. " ; (the most difficult part i s; to play; a schizophrene; -who has been cought 2 the ;soul of fashism; in regular public i s a t i o n- ; n e a r; a r e a l; Public-schizophrene ; ; U ' r " a c c e p t e d; existance reason " ( to b e absorb and isolate him not to act; o n; orchestra; m e m b e r s.. ); friend; i n the SYMPHONic Orchestra..O N E; D A Y; t h e y will; d e m a n d; that U B E; the TRUE; o r GENiUNE; schizophrene; o f the SOCiAiTy; 4 t h e y ; a r e ; to b e, the R E A L; ; A R T; M A S T E R S; o f the; NATiON.. ..that w a s; " t h e; HONn e s t; B i l l " -that has b e e n; calculated; 4 their service; 4 ME; a s; a T u r k i s h; pepublic STATE; governer..; 4 ME; ; 4 WHAT; I; M i g h t; H A V E; BEEN ; T A K E N; from t h e m.. ....; f r o m; t h e; ORCHESTRA; FAMily..
S O; ; I have BROKE; w i t h; my; nearest-man-friend;(4 we were friends 4 30 years..) ; two years before..H e w a s; to; conquer; NO; w a y..H e wouldn' t b e; STOPED; from conquering..
A s a; C o n c l u s s i o n.. I a m; a fully; " MATURE E D; multi- e X i s t a n t i a l i s t " ; ;b y; the means o f many; P u b l i c a l; -& famous- F i g u r e s...b u t; ;4that; ; I must; b e; i n the; tradition; o f; EXPRESSing; ; and reflecting; ; a l l, m y; ; e X p e r i e n c e s ; ;& my p a r t i c i p a t i o n s; ; ; though.. I w a s; to; r e f l e c t, all t h e s e;that a r e ; underneath; m y; SUB CONSCious..h e r e ; as; W O R D s..
Frank David - Words don't come easy - Traduction Française par CATLEON - YouTube
to w h o; ; wuold n e e d; these w o r d s; ; to climb UP; t o the E A R T H; ; by these STEPs; o f the W O R D S; and STORiES..(in fact; the m o s t; beautiful and surrealist; story book; ; I have read parts; , i s B i B L E; to; ME; -4 ı w a s to play ; CHRiST; 4 SOME; T i M E-..i n my;acting-like; a s an eXistantialist.. repertuare..)
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Frank David - Words don't come easy - Traduction Française par CATLEON - YouTube
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p.s. n o w we;have those; videos..it was, black&White television; while these songs w a sin the a i r; from; OUR; BLACK BoX; R a d i o s ; -My Phillips RADio;i n my ROOM;-. .and w e were to wait 4 christmas nights, to watch these artists; shows..
BUT; I LiKED; to FALL i n t o ; M Y; BLACK M u s i c; s e t,( SONY with the Grafic Equalizer; t h e n); and this " BLACK- H O L E; I miss; ..because i t was ; BLACK-MATTER; that I w a s; ; FALLing; i n to..that ATOMic; STRUCTURE; that shall n e v e r; give M E; back; t o ; M E..
I can L o v e; these; videos; t o o.. with a Nostalgic smile on my; FACE.. b e c a u s e; I w a s ; O N C E; t h e m.. I have b e e n; t h e m..now they; b e ; M E; t h e r e; a s; E X i s t a n t i a l; i m a g e s; to; present; the DREAM; F O R M s; to my R E A L; O N E s..
..some should say, throw a way; t h e; H i s t o r y.. I w a s; ; living ; ;I could survive i n; , t h e s e; m a t e r i a l s; to; ; G O; o n; ; i n the H e a v e n ; o f ART s.. -or A r t s; that has been; stuck i n the heavens; o f t h e; " r e l i g i o n atic; Soci a l i t i e s.."- ..man can b e locked i n a woman body; <,; 4 some time ; going..N O; Matter; with that.. i f something i s melt; it w i l l; f r e e z e; a gain..
P r o b l e m; i s; these videos; f r e e ; US; w h o once lived; i n; them..and they were to b e ; a better p l a c e; than; t o live i n; these; J.POUL; SARTRE; ; or WOODy ALLEN; W O R L D S..all intellectuals; w e r e ; sunk , i n ; t h e s e; philosophy l i k e; L i v e s..-POOLs ; when U go near them; they were so sophisticated; 4 themselves..
B U T; W H Y W A S ALL; T H A T; HAPPENiNG..WHY; S H O U L; ALL these b e ; L i V E D; AS; S O; PicasSO..
... " Y o u .t h, " ; can ONLY; t r y; t o; L i s t e n; from; U S..if; student; b e c o m e s; t h e; TEACHER; t h e n; ; better; l e a v e; the classrOOM..I had respect; to e v e n; WOODy ALLEN; ; b y; runing a way from his films; p e r f e c t,to play; ; t h e; escaper.. because; he fucs his brain; but if U listen to him; U b e fucted; as w e l l..h e is a total and t r u e ; r e f l e c t o r; no w a y; U can not even ; change; his curved; coc s; like a fish; pooled out o f the r i v e r.. ......... by the w a y; " I could follow ! "; his last f e w; films..the last one; a month a g o..S O; he; can look; " himself; a s WHAT; H e; he ; is; or WHO; h e is..the plug; -infection- has been; minimised..
S O; it w a s; a very rough; s u r f a c e; t o; S U R V i V E; (in t h e s e years..) if U were to s t a y; i n ART; M e d i u m. .NOW; it has come to ;a DEAD-E N D; ; it has ; freezed; i n the; " installation; o f the RATiO; -or RATiOs; that can FREEZE; i n ATOMiC M A T T T E R.. ; i n the used matter; o f ; t h e; industrial; T H i N G s "; - " as installation ART "- ; ......&; there seems; some has ; frozen; i n; t h e s e; installations; and a r e B E i n g; F R E E ZED; i n these; installations; a s they w a t c h; t h a t; a r t.. t o o.. i t; i s a feshiON; to b e; i n a " RATiO;- e c l i p s e;" ; i n the; A T O M i C; M A T T E R..
...b u t ; t h e r e ; is; an OTHER; W A Y; that; I could; W A L K; ON; ; (that w a s; not a DEAD; END; and WHAT; A L L ; W A S; meant ; to h a v e ; b e e n.. -and with no garantee; and a risc that U will b e a NO_BODy..- b u t ; I was; a R E A L; NO W H E R E-MAN; a R E A L; " a FOOL ON THE; H i l l "; by using; BEATLES; M u s i c..I still own these; BLACK-patrol_turning W h e e l; LP ' s.. ..in my b a s i c ROOM..
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i f w e ; t u r n; t o ; that; G E N i US; M A N.. ... c l i c he..M o z 'a r t; w a s; t h e; ONLY; & the Lonely; G e n i U S,; MODEL;..I h a v e; ; chosen.. w h e n; I was a child.. (I had; memorised; his two works..Ayne kayne Naht m u s i c; and his flute concerto; originally writen toa OBOE; concerto..I could; say; i t; -the whole music- as I was walking to that; RADiO-HOUSE; o f my music chorus..)
S T i L L; T O D A Y; w h e n; I am; i n Confusion w i t h ; the i d e a s; (; that has b e e n; installed; i n M E; b y; some; strong-BElivers;..) ; t h e n, I w a s to; L i s t e n; t o the M u s i c of; MOZARts..I take, m y, Paintings; i n Front; o f M E; and; I ASK; T H E M ; t o ; MOZART.. (mozart in his Music) ..H e will t e l l, W H A T; W A S; g e n u i n e; -or a c t o f; a Genius; or m i g h t BE; the act o f a GENiUS; t h e r e.. h e r e..if art is an object r e a l; to U' r E Y E S; t h e n; i t M A Y OCCUR; with it' s; R E A L i t y; ..t h e n; a l l; S A T A N s; diappear; .. w i t h; t h e; STRENGHT; w i t h; t h e; both genuinity; and t h e; R E A L ; i t y.. ....... M O Z A R T; SHALL; S A Y; the " B A S i C; W A Y; to the W i E W; " 4 ART; ; ; -i f; ONLY; - ; i t; e X i S T S; t h e r e..
S O M E; has to "b e; PUT ";themselves; or; ; t h e i r; STRONG; ; " STRONGxSTRONG; B E i L i E F s "; o f being; REAL; -or a REALity..- ; ; i n to, s o m e; cans; or TUVALs; o r Musics pieces.
.; b u t; ; w h e n; MOZART; h a s; based ; ; the personality; o f " t h e GOD "; ; i n the B r a i n; o f his; , ( by TOTALL y WORK i n g s; ; -4 ALL o f the T i m e-; ; when was a child; ;) ; cleans; & e r a s e s; all that; P e r s o n a l i t i e s.. ; ; and f r e e; s ; a r t ; f r o m; t h e i r; STRONG BELiefs;to themselves; -that has been strongly put into art;& perfectly..PLACED;- ... (mozart is an i d e n t i t y; ; " character "; c l e a n e r ; i f; L E A K E D; ; i n U; as U were a TRUE; W O R K E R; a s ;VAN G O G H..
G A U G U i n; instead o f; " S ART RE " ; ; E R A..
I couldn' t read J.P.SARTRE..(4 I had my o w n, cominism gained;..by my experimentations..too; -and m y o w n; W O R D S; and LETTERs; MADE; b y M E; ONLy-..) .. b u t ; I could; r e a d; his; woman;FORM; M a d a m ; S i m o ne de Beauvoir ..S h e; w a s; trying to MAKE; m y, 4 sided; Paintings; ;but by; the words that had; ;the melted; body of a woman ; a s w e r e ; ; the " body o f the PAiNT "..
S O; W H E N; I WAS; O N the f i e l d; &the W A Y; o f; of ; being a Painter; ; my; first i d o l; w a s; G e o r g e s; BRAQUE..in the year 1973 ..(the Engels o f Cubism..-Picasso w a s; ; t h e a Carl M arx..meantime..).. t h e n; I d e c i d e d; ON; a COUPLE.. VAN GOGH; &POUL GAUGin.. T h e Perfect Junction;Point.. i n MODERN A R T..o f course; with the both sides; o f the; MOON..-otherwise; MOON; wouldn' t b e; ; TOTALL & R E A L..
I A D O R E; G A U G U i n.. and; VAN GOGH.. b o t h; w e r e ; raised, i n decipline of; the Church..to b e; T R U E; belivers.. ( to b e A B L E; to clean; thei r personalities from their m o d e r n; and relative a r t..G a u g u i n, was; a True p e r s o n a l i t y; S O; H E; w a s; t o; TALK; to ; DARK S O U L S; of; THE; TAHiTians..O N L Y; that; BAD-BLACK; S o u l s; ; could, take that h i s; W E S T E R N; PERSONALity; f r o m; H i m..
T h e y , b o t h ; w e r e ; R E A D y; t o give; their; p e r s o n a l i t i e s;and B O D i e s; ; t o; that TRUE; - the ; P U R E;- N A T U R E; ; that; ; would clear; &e r a s e; ; themselves; instead o f the GOD; o f; ; t h e r e l i g o n; s. (Modern WAY; to T o u c h; " the e n e r g y; o f; the GODés; B o d i e s..".
Van GOGH; w a s; a TRUE; HEARt..G A U G i N; W A S; a TRUE; SOUL; -or a TRUE RATiO- (a true ratio; has to b e g i n, ; from the N A T U R E; t h e n; GO; BACKWARDs; t o the ; LAND; o f the REAL.. -or the OTHER SiDE..or the ATOMiC; BLAC_MATTER..o r BLACH; H O L E; a s ; to life to r u n; a w a y; f r o m; i t.. t o; c r e a t e ; t h e N e w; that; can not; b e SWALLOWED; b y; that; ATOM; E A T e r..M o u t h..
the HE ART; and the; M i n d..WHAT a perfect Junction..i n MODERN i t y; o f A R T..i s m.. ... I FELT; that; I wouldn' t NEED; N O-ONE; other than that; 2 ..
...S O M E; said; G A U G i N; w a s; a regression; ; 4 İMPRESSionist art movement..(now,they said; " by the way o f modernism; and science theory; i n art; ; White L i n e; of the GOD; has been in the flow; o f L i f e ; and so D O E S, must; i n ; art ,too " ; though..
G A U G U in;..w a s; P a i n t i n g, N a t u r e; ;(so, improssionism w a s; doing that ,so..too..) ; ; unfortunetely.. G U G A in; w a s; to go TAHiti; N a t u r e..t h e n. to fallow BLACK; shadows, i n his; N a t u r e; paintings..His ; Bright W h i t e l i g h t;; w a s; BLACK; i n fact.. (SO; t h i s was t h e; w a y; of -to- T H E RATiO.. &soul; to b e ; i n OTHER; worlds.. human can b e; i n A T O M s; ; - W A Y..-that led to the J.Pollock BLACK; Drippings; at the e n d..) )
W A S; G A U G U in; CONTEMPORARY.. (before that; ; DEAD; E N D; CONTEMPORARiANism; ; of TODAY' s; ,w a s; invented.. -w h e n H e opened a W i n d o w; ; to that; R E A L; W O R L D; o f DARK; ; s o u l s..or DARK- S O U L; GODs-..)
W A S; GAUGU i n; a ABSTRACT; P A i N T E R..
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" ALL i n O N E; " ; I G u e ss ..
I will; w r i t e an E s s a y, A b o u t; -on- ; POUL. GAUGUin; ; ..
... b u t, t o; C o m p l a t e; m y, writing; 4 TODAY; I am to tell; w h e r e ; I came ,to..
...I t h i n k; ; ART; ; N E E D s; ; TO M U C H; , incredible; and " m i s s i o n; impossible "; W O R K... WORK WORK; W O R ..K...to clear; the g e n u i n e; and naked; REAL i t y. -originaly occures; i n; ;the RATiO; a s a BEing; enters into our brains..-; b u t; w e ; H a v e; READy; M A D E; REALities..Personalities.. a r o u n d..
...i f U a r e ; an; ARTist; t h e n; G O; i n t o; a " G E N i US; ARTist's " ; WORK; i n t o his SOUL; and into his BODy ,too; and then; G O; O N; w i t h that; w a h a t>;H E; H A S BEGUN; W i T H..and go o n with the Truth; f u l l; D E E D s; o f; G e n u i n e; T h i n g s; i n there.. (Post Modern H a sTOLD; that; ; all is said and done ; ; history has ENDED..S O; U must achive to install; i n; ART; o f the Past;.. t o o..) .. S O; D O; not try; t o; c r e a t e ; any thing; ; all i s created;..U can on l y; J O i N ; i n t o, ; the STRUCTURiNG; o f ; ; T h e;,G E N i U N E; i t y; that art has begun to construct ; i n the ; ; T H i n g s..
..or l e t; m e; a s k,,, the o t h e r , W AY..C a n; U ; G O; i n t o; a GENiUS' s WORK; o f ART..i n t o his SOUL; & BODy..and M a k e; U ' r ART; begining from What they H av e; M A D E.. T H i S; i s T H E; " NANO; A G E; ; E R A; 4 an ARTist.. "
.. (in the E R A; o f; NANO "THECH NO LOGiES;" a g e..)
...i f ONLY; a PERSON; EXists; in the MULTi-EXistantially o c c u r e d; and lived,, ;situation..that O N C E..h a v e ; Oc c u r e d; some how.. i n the world.. this is; a POST;-SARTRE; A R T..W O R D i s m..
L e t; Poul; GAUGU i n; b e in U' r BODy; &SOUL; than; create a " awakening " i n terms, o f; the " S ART RE; B O O K."
.. c a n; U e r a s e; U' r; BODY; & SOUL; ; ; only open to GENiUS; ARTists..then; b e existantially; " awakened " ; t h e r e.. w i t h; OUR; MATURE; A R T i s t i c abilities; ; t o EX i S T; ; t h e r e.. (then they shoul ask; U; ; if U were an artist; ; w h y ; U w e r e; i n others; GENiUS ' s; WORKs.. ...BODies; & s o u l s.. & i f U should s a y; T h i s ; is NAN; thecNOlogy i n art..E A.. then they should; b e a " Loughter; i n the F A R T " ..though..b u t; i f U a r e ; to, pass; inthrough that; " f a r t " ; than; t h i s is; ; i n c l u d e d ;ON -i n- ;AT TT H E W A Y... t h e n..
.... b u t; I G u e s s ; and I T h i n k; ;Contamporary; a r t; w i l l; -has to come- COME; to; that, " DOOR "; never t h e L E S S..e v e n t u a l l y.. by; t h e; events; l ii v e d..and exprienced..I came to that w a y; ; all ; &ONy; with; m y; DEEDs..
( WALKED; ALL th WAY; with my BODy; O N Ly.. ) www.youtube.com/watch?v=u12_M4I2KxE&feature=slpl
as Italian ROMAns did;or M A D E; O N C E..in the SunLight; ;and every NOVEList; DOES; TODAy in his/her ; RATio' s. D A R K .NEESS.
S O; m y; a r t ; is; T H E; GENiUS genuineity; ; " i n the FART " ..b u t; this will; e a i s l y, be obscured; by a REAL; FART; o f; ; a HUMAN; STANDiNG; i n the place o f; " the REAL.." S O; begins the story; o f, my l i f e; ; intsead o f; " h i s TORy ".. to be written; i n s t a n t l y..
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVYGwqYvPCI
S O; I CAN; " PLAY GENiUS e s "..TOO..(does that; a v o i d me from being; g e n u i n e..and that would be v e r y slippery;and e a s y; L i k ea FART; ; to ;SOME..R e a L GENiUS; f a r t; of the ; GUARDs.. (did I say; to U that; I w a s; a SARTRE-THE A T E R, P L A Y E R; for WALL PLAY; ; too; ; 4 the " E X i s t antial i s m for , "4 WALL i n g" " ..-too-..) (NANO THECNOLOGiES; will, come to that 4WALLs; ;I hope..)
as t h e y; bring; m y; P a i n t i n gs; to the surface o f; the WALL' s concrete.. from the Atoms; o f, the concrete A T O M s..
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...b u t; a s ; I look; Object ively; H e/ s he; ; H a s; a POiNT..H e is angry; with his Society; -because they obscure him/her; from bEing; MORE; R E A L; ; 4 REALities- , a n d; ; h e; t h i n k s, ; t h a t; ; m y; e x p e r i m e n t a l, " the way o f making L i v e, ART; centences; " a r e; TOO; M U C H; ; ; and s h o u l d n ' t be; g i v e n , to that; conformative; ( ceramic Bi r d; L o v e r ) U.S.A. SOCiety.. I ; G u e s s; he is T h i n k i n g; .. b u t; I t h i n k; super; C o u n t r i e s; ; d e s e r v e s; ; L i v e; a r t; t e X t.s.. and; genuine aesthe t i c s..o f T r u e e; a r t.. (what e v e r , writings a r e..the m a s s ..has b e e n left; t h e r e..No; Body; should c a r e..( NO smells; i f U keep U' r nose; with U and NO; w i g h t s..i f U stuck U' r HAND; i n.. -the vag i n A- .. 4 vaginas; a r e ; not; our' s.. b u t ; SOME; s a y; I am i n; vaginas; forever; and ; i t e r n a l y.. b u t; I can -an may-; say , m y BRAiN; i s a V a g i n a;..t h e n; and that ; can b e; G i v e n; w i t h; ;NO; COASt.... ) (but then he has to say, U are a prostitute; i n USA.. NO-WAY; these are Nationalists..Guards; to; WHAT; they assumeD a s ;they; W i l l; b e.. their; PROPERTy..V a g i n a; m u s t, h a v e, SOLD; to them; b y; S O M E o n e..)
John; DO; YOU; " MOVE ON; " ; to; my privateBLOGG; s o m e T i m e ... ;A " MOVED Plac "e.. to t h e " MOVE r; ;- M -E; " - ; 4 ; Pop ular ' s ; " O N' i n g s.." .. that a r e to; B E; a s; " MOVE i n g ON; PERSON ALities.. "- ; 4 ; ; ; w h e r e; I a M; , -or m i g h t; ; ; w i l l B E-. w h e r e.. .. -like; W H E R E; my " ROOM " ;i n my MOTHER's; HOUSE..still e X i s t s-. " MY R O O M i n g" ; A d r e s s; in inter n e t...http://muratdanis.blogspot.com/, ..........some are MUCH; to b e; ON; this F o r u m..L E S S; is MUCH too, in some ocassions. -i f atacking o c c u r e s; t h e r e...- -w h e n I am under the attack o f; 4 eXample; ; " t h e WOODy ALLEN " ; and has to l i v e, with h i m; ; a s that; w o u l d; M A K E; m e; ; a desperate; ; E x iSTANTiAL i s t;.. t o o..- - where m y; DOUBLE; o r MULTi PERSONALiTY; i s; a m u s t, to be PLAYED; 4c o n t i n o u s i t y; should carry m e to t h a t; i s m; ; MUST s; o f; ART H i S T O R i e s; ; that should convert m y L i F E; ; i n t o, ; 2 a TOTAL; ; S T O R Y, t h a t; o c c u r e s; ; and I c a n; only; w a t c h; i t; being w r i t t e n ; O N; ; M-E...-
..as " h e/ s H E,, " ; says; " U " ; ; to; G O; on ; - MOViNG; 2 ; " MOVE; O N "; P E O P L E; o f M O V E e r s;- ,,4 the per s o n ' s; ;person alities; ,,
....and; l e t; the a r e a; t o; t h e ; " e g o; r u n e r " for high speeds<, i n ego-runnings O N; o f REAL i z a t i O N s..o f the W O R L D, T H i N G s..
....(w h e r e; w i s h e s; a r e;MADE; G O Ds; that shall give everything..t o a PERSON..and A Person deserves; that; G i v i n g NESS; because i f " he/she " H A S; M A D E; A ; PER S O N ; TO T H E PERSONS & SONs; MANiFUCKTURiNg FUCKTORy.. " ..ONLy.. S O; w e have to be; " a n i m a l s " there; l e f t,, t o t h e ; O P E N ; F i e l d..) ..of course; I a d m i r e; U' r social behavior; -approach- ; to; him.. I w a s; not that; " patient " -but true behavior i s SO- ; to; p e o p l e.. t h e r e.
w e should DO; exactly WHAT; h e W a n t s; u s , to; M A K E.. ..(and I was; a runner; a l l; my life; from t h i s kind..i n my country; too..NOTHiNG CHANGES..i n the world; i n some ; d o m a i n s..)
t h i s writing has b e e n; written; ; t o find o u t, ; m y ROLE; ; -SOME CHARACTERs some iDOL-people i n M E;-somehow installed; i n ME- - that I am PLAYing their ROLES; to s l i d e; t h e m, in t h e BASE o f my; BODY i n g..;- m i g h t; ; M A K E; SOME O N E; upset; , -may b e they are upseting M E; e i t h e r; b u t; still I can carry; them ; and MOVE; t h e m ON; i n m y; PLAYings.. S O; I recognized; t h a t; .. I didn' t; p u t ; a note on; what; o r WHO E L S E; ; my w r i t i n gs; m i g h t; include..W h i l e ; p e o p l e; t h i n k; t h a t; ; I am TALKing; in these writings; o n m y ; O W N.. (That I am an "desperate HA U S E; M A N " ; ; ONLY; c a n L i v e; w h e n; ; HOLDEN; i n " eXistantiali s t; S T A T E s " ; ; a n d; H a s; ; PLAY; A L L; that has b e e n; i n; -put i n- M E.. a n d; t h a t; i s; forcing; M E; t o; PLAY; t h a t; EXiSTANT i a l ist; POSiTiON; ; to a s u p e r; ; " c o n t i n o U S; i t y.. " ..that should c a r r y P e o p l e; to A ; " MULTi-PERSON; i l l u s s i o n; i s i n M E; ; B E i n g.. "
... b u t; o f course; ; M y; " T h e o r i e s; i m a g i n i n g; FORCED-M İi N D;" ; s h o u l; produce; a CONCEPT; 4;ART; f r o m ; T H A T; a l l.. that; O C C U R E S; i n continoUS; SYSTEM i n g...(should convert all; ; to a CONCEPT; o r; T H E o R y.. S T A T E..as existance i l ism; m a y; b e; interprated; a s; a W A W E; ; to cary; U to; t h e s e; t h e o r i c a l; ; STAGEs..as i s a catalyst ; should ; D O..t h e; SAME; ; -not to b e ; a ; LUNATEC; ;..for TECH N O; LOGiES..S O; insanity, c a n; be TECNOLOGized; ; with a n iner tecnologic s t a t e ; of; human M i n d; ; a s ; BEing; a n E x iSTANT i a l i s t.. )
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... b e A W A R E; o f SOMEONE;(that i s ; M E , in; Position i n g state o f e x i s t- d i s T ance..) ; ; that M i g h t; B E; PLAYing; ; " S ART RE; " ; , as a n M i S S i O N ;" 4 " a ,
;" i s M; MUST "; ; as a n; " i s M i s t; 4;PLAYing; ; A R T. "
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... b e A W A R E; o f SOMEONE;(that i s ; M E , in; Position i n Q state o f e x i s t i n g- d i s T ance..) ; ; that M i g h t; B E;
PLAYing; ; " S ART RE; " ; , as a n M i S S i O N ;
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... b e A W A R E; o f SOMEONE;(that i s ; M E , in; t h e; Position i n Q state o f e x i s t i n g- d i s T ance..4 there m,ght b e a DOG; i n M E; p o s i t i o n e d; - i n my subconsciUS-) ; ; that M i g h t; B E;
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note: not to " Pump UP " ; "the V o l u m e "; of the ,F o r u m...i n g..& still I c a n; eXist; f r e e ly..
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