8 Nisan 2012 Pazar
if I write; I am an artist..Then this is official..but I am not a official man.I refuse to " buy " any thing from the office -or governmental Administrators-..T h i s is a reaction; to office " crap"..Art has it's own State, and I am up to that..S o I shoot at that T a r g e t of " State o f ART." I even Do notwant to ; write words that belong to state dictionary..These words I write with ,now are; official words and I do not like to be official..I prefer to go into words; p u t them i n peaces; attach my marks, on letters and ; get meanins from syllable s..S O when I write, there goes %50, official but %50, my i m a g i n a t iON;as a layer under my writings ..
S O this braking of words and marking letters & syllables has a name in philosophy vocabulary.." Deconstruction "..but because I am not a philosopher, I do not write " deconstraction " word to what I am doing in writing..instead I walk all the way by my hands and put " a b s t r u c t i o n " process, i n, my doing and ;that is writing..h e r e..I am a writer not an official person..I think I have right to "m a k e " abstractions o n writing and words too..(because I am an art maker and I refuse to do anything other than art, so if I write it has to be with abstracting and decunstructing o f the words..I have to c r e a t e Ideas; and I convert everything in the process of making art ..there will be official p e o p l e; to write; WHAT I did; in the terms of; official words..and so does the citizens get a servise from who are paid by government..T h i s; i s; an O f iCiAL; w r i T e inG; of aN;ART ist..
It may seem like a Crap; but I am not paid to write like an official servant..I am not even a citizen who has to write in government L a n G U age.I am to write " how art has to flow " i n m e; while writing - it - takes the time o f a n ARTist..
ART has abstractions in it and official language is an instrument to tell what has been abstracted before in the thinking..So if ARTist is w o r k i n g L i V E; when w r i t i n G; H e has to; A c t L i k e; H o w He is ;& How H e D o e s these created things; H o w these abstractions HAPPEN; i n the Kitchen..spontaneously & simultaneously.. Just L i k e M a K i nG; K a r a TE. (Kara means black in my language; but U read it as kareate; I am saying " black" in my Language..Kar ate; means; " eaten snow " for me..kar means snow in my language..So I can write twin stories while writing o n a Topic.. o f course they all give many results carried to t English Language at the e n d..of course ,too..
i f U are confused; then this is the first step to swim in art' s river..Remember English group King Crimson's hit song;" confusion is my Epitaph " .....(that means I could take U i n the stream of a running water..)They say,this writing o f mine is a ART FORM; i t S el f..
I f I wrote; the way I wrote for U ;today ;(official) t h e n I should b e in DEMAND; o f something.. from Governers and Administrators..I want NOTHing from any ONE; any citizen, too, they owe m e nothing; b u t if they a r e to get anything from what I am doing , they must get into " c r a p " and make their o w n; combinatiONs.. b e deconstructed first then combine it U' r selves; and U owe m e nothing because a r t; has given U U'r combinations..-what U combine i s U'r ' s.. a gift from art..i t s e l f..-
A R T takes time of U' r ' s; b u t when U locate U' r slef in art, then U can take what U located i n it, and what artist has located; beside -s- ,that..
T h e r e is a river o f " Subliminal " things flow i n g - a s a L a y e r; underneath- inthe writing..b o t h in the L a n g u a g e state and in A r t i s t i c things being created in the meantime..A s I mantioned earlier above.."TH at " is a subliminal thing too..It is learned as TH & at..that means "TH" is " at "; somewhere; b u t where..
N o t a subliminal message but; a " subliminal affect ".. goes o n..
Heavy Coding; and puzzling i s first c a r r i e d; by the w r i t e r; t h e n it comes to the r e a d e r..(both a r e heavy, and needs clever mind to b e solved; a s ART JOB; A L WAy s D O e s ;d e MAnd.. (but it has dualities too, s o there are many combinations o f solving these c o d e s in any w a ys..this is the richness o f art t h i N g..
Alan and I ; w e are similar in many ways.... if U want to explore more of my digital, art; You can Look my Blogg on my ARTslant Profile. or on muratdanis.blogspot.com ..
Pleasure chatting with U too..(my first chatting with a Korean..)